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I am closing now all my accounts.
From facebook to friendster to plurk and so on up to my blog.
I can't write anymore because I think all that I can write will be in anguish.
I love my blog and everything but everything ends right now.
It was good to write all my thoughts.
It was good to be involved in the other sites.
I have to leave everything.
It's very hard for me but I can't do it like yesterday.
I mean I can't be the same as I was yesterday.
Thanks for everyone who reads my blog.
God Bless.
I pray that you will know Jesus.
thank you so much.
Love lots,
Nanette Jan
*^^*
It was a very long time ago since I heard Paramore's music again.
Nyah.
Actually, today I heard the whole album unintentionally.
Why?
Uhm, it's because my sister listened to it and of course it was heard throughout the house.
Hmm. Memories!
Memories came rushing through my mind.
Yahh. A bit sad because I love Paramore.
Their music. Of course is what I love most.
Nyah. Sad memories were flashed back to me because back from the past, I always listen to their songs whenever I'm sad.
Mostly because of 0-0.
Haha.
Past.
PAST.
--These scars, they will not fade away.--
Because of boredom, I read a whole book yesterday.
It was accompanied with glasses of water beside the bed.
Nyah.
It was a nice book.
I learned a lot of lessons.
I wish I can share it with ...
Hmm.
It showed me the right and the wrong way about something.
Nyah.
Now I know what I'll do.
I pray that I can apply it to whatever's going to happen.
About the water..I was having a water therapy.
Of all the sickness that I can have, cough and cold are the two most sickness I hate.
Nyah.
It really makes me miserable.
I can't talk because I don't have a voice.
It's really itchy.
:x
Huhu
Tomorrow, we already have a class.
It was suspended for a week because of the calamity effect by Typhoon Ondoy.
Hmm, I will review for we might have our Midterm Exam in English tomorrow.
I wish I will be better because tomorrow on my Soc. Sci subject, we have our report.
:P
Nyah. A lot of things to do. :x
Last Week, me, my classmates, some CIHM Staffs, and other CIHM students were stranded in our school.
It was because we were told that there was a class, actually-the continuation of our IHM Week, so we went to school.
There where 45 of us from different year and also the staffs and faculty.
Whooo..
We were stranded!
Haha.
With the cold, strong wind, unending flowing of rain, the streets were flooded.
The reason that we can't go home. :P
Some were afraid and crying because they want to go home.
Oh, I comforted my Jaiho!! Haha.
I even shared my small chiffon cake with them.
12 of us had the chance to eat it.
Haha.
I enjoyed it although I'm a bit cold because I'm wet.
Haha.
We even cooked our own meals.
Our section was the committee for the night!
I do belong in the Service Committee.
We arranged the chairs, the plates and served the food.
That night also, some thing strange happened while we were in the comfort room.
A voice of a girl humming was heard that made us afraid.
I'm blessed enough to have my sister's camera with me to take a pic of those memories.
I already posted it in FB.
:]]
After being stranded, me and my 3 other classmates who lives in the same city with me walked from Harris to Ynares.
:]
A very long, hungry walk. :]]
We did not have our breakfast in fear of being stranded again and we want to go home early as possible.
It was a very nice, scary, sad, fun experience!
A lot of disaster happened not only in our school but also everywhere in Luzon.
"It was that star. His planet."
A short walk to home and it's raining hard.
I rushed to be at home quickly because I'm soaking wet.
I paused for a while.
Shocked to see that during this rain, that star is still visible to the eyes.
It's a little hard to see a star while raining.
I think once in a blue moon. :]]
And, I just remember a day from the past.
So upside-down!!
Unexplainable feeling!
nyah.
God loves me.
The Lord offers us anything that we enjoy but in our quest to be successful, it does not matter anymore. We continue with our desires. God's way is the best way. You can't change the destiny. Good things come to those who wait.
God opens millions of flowers without forcing the buds, reminding us not to force anything, for things happen perfectly in time.
God always plans the best things for us. Although sometimes we feel being left out. God is saving the better one than what we actually asked for.
Try to live life with the least SORRY's..
that means thinking before saying or doing anything,
It's always better not to hurt anyone than to apologize after you've hurt them.
Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.
It's learning to dance in the rain.
It's singing in the car when you don't even know all the words.
It's giving your heart to someone even if your a little scared at first.
It's about taking risks and making life worth living.
Because every minute you waste is a minute you will never get back.
Things happen because we choose to. There may be regrets but blaming is not an option. We are where we are because we brought ourselves there. We get happy, get sad but most importantly -we learn.
Before, in all fairy tales, the prince will fall in love with the princess and the prince will fight the witch and dragons to have his princess.
But nowadays, the prince would simply make the princess fall deeply in love with him and the princess would do all the fighting.
I think that is the reason why, fairy tales only exist once upon a time.
Sometimes when they ask us to stay, we feel important.
But then again, at the back of our minds, we ask ourselves:
Are we WANTED?
or just NEEDED?
Broken hearted girls are like the QUEEN in the game of chess.
No matter how difficult the game is, the QUEEN always have the DEADLIEST MOVES.
But the sad part is, she would even sacrifice herself just to let the king live.
Being destined is not just leaving it all in fate.
It's all about how much effort proving that the TWO of you are rightfully meant to be.
MOVING ON sounds easy, right?
but I have died a thousand times in pain just to appreciate this phrase.
Don't try to understand everything because sometimes it's not meant to be understood, but rather ACCEPTED.
