Under Those Clouds

GOODBYE EVERYONE!

2009-10-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

I am closing now all my accounts.
From facebook to friendster to plurk and so on up to my blog.
I can't write anymore because I think all that I can write will be in anguish.
I love my blog and everything but everything ends right now.
It was good to write all my thoughts.
It was good to be involved in the other sites.
I have to leave everything.
It's very hard for me but I can't do it like yesterday.
I mean I can't be the same as I was yesterday.

Thanks for everyone who reads my blog.
God Bless.

I pray that you will know Jesus.

thank you so much.

Love lots,
Nanette Jan
*^^*

Paramore :'(

2009-10-04T12:16:00.003+08:00

It was a very long time ago since I heard Paramore's music again.
Nyah.
Actually, today I heard the whole album unintentionally.
Why?
Uhm, it's because my sister listened to it and of course it was heard throughout the house.
Hmm. Memories!
Memories came rushing through my mind.
Yahh. A bit sad because I love Paramore.
Their music. Of course is what I love most.
Nyah. Sad memories were flashed back to me because back from the past, I always listen to their songs whenever I'm sad.
Mostly because of 0-0.
Haha.

Past.
PAST.

--These scars, they will not fade away.--

Book and Water

2009-10-04T12:01:00.002+08:00

Because of boredom, I read a whole book yesterday.
It was accompanied with glasses of water beside the bed.

Nyah.
It was a nice book.
I learned a lot of lessons.
I wish I can share it with ...
Hmm.
It showed me the right and the wrong way about something.
Nyah.
Now I know what I'll do.

I pray that I can apply it to whatever's going to happen.

About the water..I was having a water therapy.
Of all the sickness that I can have, cough and cold are the two most sickness I hate.
Nyah.
It really makes me miserable.
I can't talk because I don't have a voice.
It's really itchy.
:x
Huhu

Tomorrow, we already have a class.
It was suspended for a week because of the calamity effect by Typhoon Ondoy.
Hmm, I will review for we might have our Midterm Exam in English tomorrow.
I wish I will be better because tomorrow on my Soc. Sci subject, we have our report.
:P

Nyah. A lot of things to do. :x

Stranded!

2009-10-04T11:37:00.003+08:00

Last Week, me, my classmates, some CIHM Staffs, and other CIHM students were stranded in our school.
It was because we were told that there was a class, actually-the continuation of our IHM Week, so we went to school.
There where 45 of us from different year and also the staffs and faculty.
Whooo..
We were stranded!
Haha.
With the cold, strong wind, unending flowing of rain, the streets were flooded.
The reason that we can't go home. :P

Some were afraid and crying because they want to go home.
Oh, I comforted my Jaiho!! Haha.
I even shared my small chiffon cake with them.
12 of us had the chance to eat it.
Haha.
I enjoyed it although I'm a bit cold because I'm wet.
Haha.
We even cooked our own meals.
Our section was the committee for the night!
I do belong in the Service Committee.
We arranged the chairs, the plates and served the food.

That night also, some thing strange happened while we were in the comfort room.
A voice of a girl humming was heard that made us afraid.

I'm blessed enough to have my sister's camera with me to take a pic of those memories.
I already posted it in FB.
:]]

After being stranded, me and my 3 other classmates who lives in the same city with me walked from Harris to Ynares.
:]
A very long, hungry walk. :]]
We did not have our breakfast in fear of being stranded again and we want to go home early as possible.

It was a very nice, scary, sad, fun experience!

A lot of disaster happened not only in our school but also everywhere in Luzon.

Star in the Midst of the Rain

2009-09-20T19:25:00.004+08:00

"It was that star. His planet."

A short walk to home and it's raining hard.
I rushed to be at home quickly because I'm soaking wet.
I paused for a while.
Shocked to see that during this rain, that star is still visible to the eyes.
It's a little hard to see a star while raining.
I think once in a blue moon. :]]
And, I just remember a day from the past.
So upside-down!!
Unexplainable feeling!

nyah.
God loves me.

Doodles!

2009-09-17T11:07:00.000+08:00

Messages From Mon Téléphone

2009-09-17T10:43:00.002+08:00

The Lord offers us anything that we enjoy but in our quest to be successful, it does not matter anymore. We continue with our desires. God's way is the best way. You can't change the destiny. Good things come to those who wait.

God opens millions of flowers without forcing the buds, reminding us not to force anything, for things happen perfectly in time.

God always plans the best things for us. Although sometimes we feel being left out. God is saving the better one than what we actually asked for.

Try to live life with the least SORRY's..
that means thinking before saying or doing anything,
It's always better not to hurt anyone than to apologize after you've hurt them.

Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.
It's learning to dance in the rain.
It's singing in the car when you don't even know all the words.
It's giving your heart to someone even if your a little scared at first.
It's about taking risks and making life worth living.
Because every minute you waste is a minute you will never get back.

Things happen because we choose to. There may be regrets but blaming is not an option. We are where we are because we brought ourselves there. We get happy, get sad but most importantly -we learn.

Before, in all fairy tales, the prince will fall in love with the princess and the prince will fight the witch and dragons to have his princess.
But nowadays, the prince would simply make the princess fall deeply in love with him and the princess would do all the fighting.
I think that is the reason why, fairy tales only exist once upon a time.

Sometimes when they ask us to stay, we feel important.
But then again, at the back of our minds, we ask ourselves:
Are we WANTED?
or just NEEDED?

Broken hearted girls are like the QUEEN in the game of chess.
No matter how difficult the game is, the QUEEN always have the DEADLIEST MOVES.
But the sad part is, she would even sacrifice herself just to let the king live.

Being destined is not just leaving it all in fate.
It's all about how much effort proving that the TWO of you are rightfully meant to be.

MOVING ON sounds easy, right?
but I have died a thousand times in pain just to appreciate this phrase.

Don't try to understand everything because sometimes it's not meant to be understood, but rather ACCEPTED.

Fading Clouds..Cross and Sun

2009-09-17T10:40:00.004+08:00

Photos in Siena!

2009-09-17T10:29:00.005+08:00

I had this chance to take pictures in my new school.
I used my "sister's camera".
Not my real sister but my sister in school okie?.. :]]

Well, it was a hot afternoon and I looked at the sun.
The view are so cute.
Hmm. I wish I can have my own Cybershot too.
The same Cybershot like my real sister has. :]]
Haha.

I love taking pictures and last night my real sister saw my shots, she said that I really love media arts.
And I have good shots! ;]]

How I wish that my dream would come true.
BUt it's already broken because my course is International Hospitality Management.
Far from what I dreamed really of!
:'(

Well, that's life.
God has plans for me,
Best plans that I ought to see.
:]]

Champ, Yael, Armo :]]

2009-09-14T18:12:00.004+08:00

Wihh. Armo's my favorite of all. Love love love. :]]
Haha

(photo courtesy of Mia Venus!)

Camping, Hale and Spongecola.

2009-09-13T13:22:00.004+08:00

(stolen shot by Miatot.."a little bit of sadness in the camp")

I had a good experience joining DOMNET Camping.
Hmm.
To summarize, I enjoyed everything.
My most favorite part of all was the concert.
It was nice to see and hear music from Hale and Spongecola last night during their concert.
Hmm.
I am very very very happy because I ahd the chance to watch them in the backstage.
I also had a face to face between them.
Haha.
It was just an inch.
they passed between me.
Hmm. And I had this autograph sign and picture from the vocalist of Spongecola.
Haha.
Although it was the lead guitarist whom I like ever since High School. Haha.
Armo..Armo..Armo.
Wihh..Champ of Hale was nice too. :]

I have plenty of thoughts and experiences I'd like to tell but I have no time for now.
I have 3 exams tomorrow and I haven't reviewed yet.
Haha.
Well, I think I'll be able to post these stories hmm..by Thursday. I hope so.
Nyahh.

Happy me.

I enjoyed the trip on my way home to.
Especially the stop over!

:]]

Be posting here again on Thusrday.
See yah!!

Line for Today!

2009-09-07T13:21:00.002+08:00

I can't believe you're the one for me. If it was this easy to find you, I should be ready for a fall.

-PJ Olsson, Ready for a Fall

Happy Rain!

2009-09-07T11:35:00.004+08:00

If my first post is about sadness, this one is about being happy!

I'm happy.
Totally happy that it rained.
Haha.
I guess it's too different from what I'm feeling everytime it rains.
I always feel sad when it rains but this morning is too different.

I was doing something outside our house when it rained.
It rained hard.
I was almost wet and my mom was outside the house too.
She was doing the laundry.
Hmm, I was still doing something and I can't come insode because I was not yet finish.
Suddenly, Ching-Ching, my 3-year-old niece, went outside too.
It was raining hard like I said and she run into the rain.
She got wet in just a few seconds.
I laughed loudly because she was funny.
I walked towards the shelter to the rain and jumped.
I'm happy.
Me and Ching took a bath in the rain.
Haha.
It was a very nice feeling.
We even sang and danced in the rain.
We both laughed loudly. :P

Hmm. I felt the joy from the rain God sent.
I hope that when it rains again, I'll be happy and not be melancholic.

Hmm..but right now, I feel a little bit sad.Nyah!!
Why? Oh why?
Hmm.
I can't write the reason why I'm sad.
I really can't.
I have to keep it to myself alone.
I love to tell it too but at the same time I hate to tell it too.
Nyahh. Please stop crying!
Nyahh.
Why am I feeling this..??

Sad Thoughts Keep Coming

2009-09-07T11:17:00.003+08:00

Oh!
Last night I was doing my homework in Theology.
I was in our living room with my sister.
She was listening to her CD's when she was in college.
We had a little chit-chat.
Well, of course, I was doing my homework and she was playing a game from the PSP.
While doing our own things, there's this song that was played for an infinite time. :P
We bought like it although it was new to my ear.

Hmm. My sister told me that she was listening to that song in her CD player when she was in college.
She's sitting in the gazebo or corridors and sometimes in the fire exit all alone while listening to that.
I felt too sad while she was telling her story.
Hmm, I realized then that I was a little bit the same with her.
I also sit alone in the school gazebo with my CD player.
Hmm. She told me that while listening to that she remembers something.
Memories!
Sad memories!

Haha.
So then, last night, after our talk, we listened to that song all over again..until I finished my homework in Theo!

So what are the thoughts that bothers me?
Hmm..people.
Two people I dearly love.
Nyah.
One from my high school days.
One from my present days..

Sometimes the people that we want really can't be like us the way we want it to be.
Hay!

What else?
Oh! I'm just posting this not to hurt '''''' but it's just that I have to release my sadness.
Haha.
I'm happy, of course, but hmm..I'm just wondering.
Whatever!!

There..There..There
I don't know.
Nyahh.

Upcoming Post!

2009-09-06T18:52:00.004+08:00

It will be a days starting today that I will post another article again.

Nyah.
I have too many works to do.
I have to find the right person to interview for my Filipino 3 subject.
I also have to memorize my Speech for Fil. 3 again.
Then I have to finish my homeworks for my Theology 1.
I also have exams this week.
There are 6 exams left for me!
:]]

I pray that i can do it well. :]]
God Bless to everyone!

The Sun Rises for Me!

2009-09-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when the sun rises, it rises for you.

Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All. How far can you now feel your Self expand? To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?... half way around the globe?

Wah. What a nice message from Facebook.
Good evening everyone!
God bless.
I've been too blessed today.
Haha.
I thank God for everything that's happening in my life.

Gone Daddy Gone

2009-09-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

Nyahh. I was watching a tv show before I wrote this.
It's not yet finished but I ended up writing here and stop watching it.
Oh. But I still can here it from the room I'm in.

I miss my dad!
Nyahh. Teary me..:P
What would the feeling be if he was still here with us?

I don't know how to live with a dad in a house.
Well, I experienced it for a while but I can't remember the feeling of having a dad.
Nyah.
It's all a blur!

Hmmm. I'm a little bit sad.
A little bit disappointed.
A little bit longing for my dad.

But what can I do?
He's already gone.
I don't know where he is right now?
I hate it.

He left us for another girl.
But..hmm..I forgive him.
I just miss him.
Maybe?
If that's what you call it.

Whatever!

:'(

God has plans.
Hmm. I know God has a purpose why He allowed it to happen.

Quick Response to Cinderella Post

2009-09-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

Nyah. After a long, cold, night bath, I rushed to open up the pc again.
Haha.
Thoughts are making me post something.
Nyahh.

Maybe, just maybe, if I'm Cinderella and situations are not going with the flow of the story, what would I do?
Nyahh, like I said in my previous post..if the glass slippers fit to my ugly, wicked stepsister..

Hmm, I'll talk to the Prince.
I'll tell him that it's not the slippers that counts.
It's the feelings.
I'll ask him to close his eyes and feel if my stepsister is the one he's looking for.

If, for some reasons, the prince is too bastard to know the truth, I'll accept it.
I'll not beg or cry.
I'll let him go because he's not worth it.
He does not feel that it's me.
He does not know the truth.
And so, he's not the one for me.

Nyahh.
Weird post isn't it?
Haha.
Weird things are going in my mind.

There's this post that I want to include here but I can't.
I haven't reviewed for my Business math Exam tomorrow.
Haha.
Well, a hint, it's also a fairy tale.
It's about Alice in Wonderland!
Haha.
What kind of thoughts do I have today?
Weird.
Haha.

S.S.

2009-09-03T15:41:00.003+08:00

Silent Sanctuary is one of my favorite bands in the Philippines.
It was our 3rd Year summer break when I first heard their song.
The title of it is "Ikaw Lamang".
I love the music because it has violin and cello.
Not only that. The lyrics are so cool too.
Hmm.
Now, it's been years.
I still enjoy their songs.
I wish I could have their first album.
Then the second album!

Nyahh.
They have a new song.
The title is "Hiling".
I like the video of it.
And again.
Memories of the past keeps coming back.
Haha.

I miss my high school friends!
Hmm.

:]

Going Home with Now!

2009-09-03T15:07:00.005+08:00

Wihh.
We were on our way home when this song was played.
I really love this.
Each line are so true! Haha.

"Now by MYMP"

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don't know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart.

Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.

Refrain:
Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

Chorus:
There's a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever.

There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus)
Ad Lib
(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus except last word)
(Repeat Chorus)

Coda:
We love each other now...

After a While

2009-09-03T14:01:00.004+08:00

(half-face of each other)

Wihh. Right now, I'm talking to my friend.
I missed her a lot.
She's in Australia right now and it's been a long time since I have talked to her. :]]
Nyahh. It's fun, fun, fun, to have this chance. Hehe.

I remember the times when we were still classmates in high school.
She taught me to ate "bisoto".
She's too cool too. Haha.
She taught me a lot when it comes to finding good friends.
Well, she's one of my greatest friends. :]]

There was this time..haha..
It was our Thanksgiving Day in School..
One day before our graduation.
They spent the whole morning at my house but before that, we walked a long way.
From our school to my house with me on high heels! Haha.
It was one great memory.
Now, I really miss her.

She visited Philippines last summer.
I have not gotten a chance to see her because I was in Baguio at that time.
Nyahh! I wish when she comes back here, I'll be able to see her again.
Chat with her "physically"!! Haha.

What if?

2009-09-03T12:51:00.003+08:00

Cinderella!

From being poor to a princess!
Another fairy tale.
well, let's go the the ending of the story..

What if the glass slippers of Cinderella did fit to one of her ugly and wicked stepsister?
What do you would she do?
Haha.

Hmm, she'll lose the only thing that she has.
Cinderella will lose her Prince Charming.
Nyahh.
Maybe if it was a drama, Cinderella would possibly cry.
Hmm, what a thought?..haha

I'm just curious.
Will Cinderella fight for her prince when she has not evidence that can prove that she's the girl the prince was looking for?
or
Will she let go of the prince?

Haha.

Peter and Wendy

2009-09-03T11:45:00.002+08:00

Nyahh. I was watching MYX and one of the songs there has a line that says, "Peter and Wendy." I remember that fairy tale. Hmm. I really don't know much about it but (correct me if I'm wrong) they did not end up with each other right? Wendy went back to the human world while Peter Pan remained in the Neverland. Not a happy ending. But still, Peter Pan married Wendy's granddaughter.

Nyahh..It's just too sad they they did not end up with each other. Haha. Does that mean that in fairy tales there's also an unhappy ending? Nyahh. Just a deep thought..hehe

late posts

2009-09-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

oh men!
I have to go now.
I have a lot of stories to tell.
Hmm...and most of them are about my experiences these past few days.
i wish I could find time tomorrow.
Nyahahha..
I need to tell it here.
:]]
Lessons I've learned.
Things that made me happy.
people I treasure.
And so on.

So.
Have a good night everyone.
God Bless Us!

Goodbye.

2009-08-31T15:58:00.004+08:00

This is exam week.

I have to review by 6pm.

I'll just be waiting here before 6pm but I won't post anything.

Hmm.

I hope I'll get good grades again. :]]

Nyihh.

God Bless to me and to you.

"It's not easy to miss something were not looking for."

-quote of the day!

End of August

2009-08-31T15:21:00.003+08:00

Today is the end of August.

August 31, 2009

A day I can't return after tomorrow.

Well, I want to spend every day of my life the way I will be happy.

:]]

BTW, I have few posts for August.

Things I did this morning:

1. Up to now, I'm still using the Apple Mac pc of my borther.

It's so cool. This pic is super cool. :]] No virus or anything. Haha.

2. For the first time, I ate the foods I'm not eating. :D

3. I woke up very early today. :]]

4. I thank God for a wonderful new life for me. :]]

5. I opened my ym after a long, long time. :]]

6. I'm writing to my blog right now! Haha.

Nyah..What else will I write? :]]

New Pips.

2009-08-31T15:12:00.003+08:00

I added new pips on my "Pips in the World" section of this blog.

Their blog are so great. Cute.

Hmm, I have opened this one blog and she writes like the way I write.

It's so funny to read someone's blog who is the same as yours. :]]

And, it's already a year.

I mean I'm following Jungle Onion's Diary for over a year.

:]]

I'm so happy about it.

Her blog is so cute.

It has pictures of clouds too.

And the way she writes is awesome. :]]

Well, I hope other people love my blog too.

I mean, it's good if someone is reading your blog right?

Haha. :]]

Good Day everyone!

What could it be?

2009-08-27T13:15:00.003+08:00

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On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that today is a big day for you.

Yes, today. Keep your eyes open for a message. It might come in a shape of a bird flying overhead, or a graffiti on a wall, or a phrase said by a passerby, or... Whatever shape it has, this message has been trying to reach you for years, and today is finally the day. Keep your senses open.

I opened my facebook again.
Nyihh..
A very inspiring message from the."God wants you to know application."
Well, I wonder what could that message be.
Hehe.

Thursday!

2009-08-27T13:04:00.003+08:00

(from photobucket.com)

Wahh..It's Thursday! :]]
My rest day from school.
Hehe.

This morning, I got the chance to play PSP again.
Wihh..I played Tekken.
Lee is cool. Haha.

Then, I cleaned up my top board.
Haha.
It's so messy.
Nyihh..but now, It looks neat.
Hehe.
My school books, notes and so on. :D

I enjoy my Thursday today!
Nyihh.

From Facebook!

2009-08-24T07:46:00.002+08:00

On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

August and Fireflies!

2009-08-23T19:10:00.003+08:00

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August 2009 is too fast that I don't realize it's already turning to September.
Well, I had so much fun with this month.

Hmm..
One of the reasons why I love August is because it's Fireflies Month.

I just realized that I have seen a lot of fireflies this August.
It's been a while since I've seen that.
Nyihhh..
I really love frieflies.
:]]

Well, on my way home, I rode in the back ride of a tricycle.
I was near home when I noticed that there was a firefly in the hair of the driver.
I laughed terribly because the driver is touching his head.
Maybe it's itchy.
Haha.
The firefly is stuck in his hair.
Nyihh.
But after a while, teh firefly was gone already.
I looked on the paths we took and I saw great number of fireflies.
It's so beautiful.
I wish I have my sister's digicam with me.
(a dream impossible)
Hmm, It's so peaceful.

When I shifted to ride inside, I noticed that there was light on my Bible.
I looked at it and guess what?
It's a firefly.
Haha.
I caught it and put it in my hands.
I looked at it and it's so cute.
The lights flashing on and off.
:]]

I'm so blessed today that my sorrow turned into joy.
thanks to God for His wonderful ways.
:]]

P.S.
Fireflies have their lights to look for their mates.
They're lights are fading if they haven't found their mates and eventually die.

A very sad part of being a firefly.

Sundae and Fries on a Typical Sunday Twilight!

2009-08-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

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As I walk near in McDonald's, I'm too buzzed up with thoughts in my head.
People passing me by are like statues.
Nyah!! I mean they look like cold people.
Some are not smiling, some are.
Hmm.
Just wondering.

I had my dinner in McDonald (if I can call it a dinner..?)
Sundae and Fries.
My favorite meal of all.

I finished everything in a little bit 30-minutes I think.
I enjoyed the peace that I got from my soliloquy.
Hay!!
A very dramatic soliloquy.
I enjoy being alone that time.

Sometimes it's really healthy to be alone..with fries and sundae.
Nyahh.

I hope I can have that same moment again.

:]]

God wants me to know..

2009-08-23T11:16:00.004+08:00

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On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are asked for very little, - just the totality of your being.

God demands the totality of your being. That you invest all of yourself into celebrating the glory and the preciousness of being alive right now, no holding back and saving for later.

I really love this application in Facebook.
Today's message struck me again.
Hmm..totality of me.
Not saving or holding back my life to God.
I pray for my continual growth in God.
And I PRAY that I'll be able to give myself ONLY to Him.
Nyahh.. I'm really sad with what's happening to my life right now.

Am I doing the right decisions?
I'm lost.
Totally lost in this world.
I was on the right road before but now there are roads that I've been going through.
I'm having turns instead of straight path.

God's guidance.
That's what I need.
Please do pray for me.

God's Messages!

2009-08-23T10:46:00.003+08:00

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Your value in God's eyes never changes.
No matter how many times you fail Him;
how many mistakes you make;
your value in His eyes remains exactly the same child He made.
Nothing you will do will ever cause God to love you less.
You are greatly blessed, highly favored and deeply loved forever.

That's why it's so hard when I do mistakes.
I really find it hard because I'm loved by God but still I do fail Him.
How will I live to how God wants me to live?
I'm so confused.

God will never live you empty.
He will replace everything you lost.
If He asked you to put something down,
it's because He wants you to pick up something better.

We can't prevent it.
We can never prevent something that we want to be not ours.
Yeah, I know it's hard to accept but if we wait for it, we'll have the best.
Hmm, I hope I can wait.
I hope I did wait.
I'm sorry.
:'(

Life FORMS us.
Sin DEFORMS us.
School INFORMS us.
Love REFORMS us.
But only CHRIST TRANSFORMS us.
Allow Him to make a better you.

I missed everything.
I'm feeling not me.
I'm missing God's presence although I know He's always with me.
I feel alone like that man in the footprints in the sand.
I pray for God's continuous transforming in my life.
I need Him more.

A short period of suffering is a small price to pay for a clearer view of God.

A message I got from a TV show few nights ago.
Hmmm, yup, suffering is not that bad to us.
It only shows that we need God.
That we are dependent only to Him.
That He's the only one who can answers our prayers.
That He's the only one whom we can trust.

Remember God first before you begin the daily games of your life.
Put Him as your weapon in happiness, in guts and trials, in strength and in success.

Honoring God in everything we do brings success.
In fact we should always thank God for another life that we have.
Life is a gift from Him alone.
We should not just live for ourselves but only for Him.
because everything is about Him.

God smiles when we praise Him,
listens when we pray,
gives when we ask,
forgives when we repent,
and stays forever when we love.
God cares for you.

God loves us so much.
It's the same with the first message on the top.
Hmm, how great He really is.
I wish I can lessen my mistakes.
I really hate it when I do bad things.
Hay!!
God please make me a better person.
Keep me away from temptations.

In God's eyes, love is never absent.
In God's heart, forgiveness is never impossible.
In God's embrace, no one is ever alone.

He is a great God.
Continue to trust Him.
He loves us so much.
:]]

Points to Ponder on..

2009-08-23T10:07:00.006+08:00

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Laugh when you can.
Apologize when you should.
Let go of what you can change.
Kiss slowly.
Play hard.
Forgive quickly.
Take chances.
Give everything.
HAVE NO REGRETS.
Life is too short to be anything but HAPPY.

Never ever limit yourself when it comes to happiness.
Learn how to take risks because life so much beautiful outside the comfort zone.
It allows you to meet people and takes you to places beyond your imagination.

Take some time to smile when you're sad,
to rest when you're tired,
to love when you're feeling empty,
and to let go if you need to.
Time endures.
Time heals.
In this life, just take some time for yourself,
then you'll see,
everything will all into the right place,
the way you wanted life to be.

A lifetime thought;
Always try your best to get whatever you love.
Otherwise, you will be forced to love whatever you get.

Let go of the things that can no longer be fix.
If you force to try to put them back, things will only get worse.
Holding on is being brave, but sometimes moving on makes you even tougher.

Life is like riding a bicycle.
You have to balance everything and in order to maintain balance,
you have to keep on moving.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. -Lao Tzu

If you never met the devil on the road of life, it's probably because you are both headed in the same direction.

We can be fine even when others do not have a good opinion of us.
What matters most is not what others think of us, but what we think of ourselves.
Besides, a true intelligent person is the one who can pretend to be a fool in front of a fool who pretends to be intelligent.

Don't mess up with someone who never learn to trust and love you like you did.
Just move on!
For the billions and billions of people around the planet,
who told you it's hard to find a replacement?

If someone loves you, there is actually no need to ask nor beg for something you like or want to happen,
because when a person loves you that person would perfectly learn about what makes you happen even without telling what it is.

Sometimes we came into a person's life not to make them love us,
but to let them feel that they are so much worth loving.

Sometimes being kind is not enough to win someone's heart.
We are too 'into' finding that PERFECT someone.
Perfect beauty, intelligence and personality.
Then after the long search, we find ourselves falling helplessly with someone who's not even halfway of our IDEAL person.
We fail to realize that no matter how much STANDARDS we set,
we'd always end up NOT with someone we WANT,
but with someone WE CAN'T RESIST falling for.

Life is too short to be wasted for the wrong person.

Nyahh!! Full of sense!

What we Made!

2009-08-21T12:13:00.002+08:00

This are pics of the cuisines we made last Wednesday.
It belongs to canapes!
Well, the first one in Sauteed Onion in Nachos and the second one is Egg Rosettes!

First Time in Siena

2009-08-21T12:01:00.003+08:00

Wihh..last August 19, 2009, I had my first time cooking in my new school.
It's so nice that the utensils are well provided and we had a great place.
Nyihh. Here are some pics from that day!!.. *^^*

what God wants me to know.

2009-08-21T11:56:00.005+08:00

I opened this application again in my facebook account and here's what it tells.

On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that it's OK.

Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK.

Delighting in the Lord

2009-08-20T17:49:00.007+08:00

Psalm 37 has been one of my favorite passages in the Bible.
And guess what, I encountered it two times this week.
First was last Sunday because it was he message delivered to us by our pastor.
Second was today.
It was just an accident but I know God has plans and I want to know what He wants to tell me.
I'm sure there's something about that.
It strike me two times without knowing it.

Hmm..I'm about to post what we had last Sunday i church.
I'm really happy that God talked to me. :]]

How do we delight ourselves in the Lord?

D= Declaring his praises......1 Peter 2:9, Psalm 22;22, Psalm 71:17-18
E = Examining our ways......Psalm 11:5, 2 Corinthians 13:5
L = Listening to his voice.....John 10:27, Proverbs 8:34, Proverbs 15:31
I = Intimate relationship with Jesus......Romans 8:35, 37, 39
G = Giving......2Corinthians 9:7, Proverbs 11:25, Matthew 10:8b
H = Holy-Living.....1 Thessalonians 4:7, 2 Corinthians 7:1
T = Trusting in His name......Romans 9:33, Isaiah 26:3, Proverbs 28:25-26

If you think that everything's out of control, think again. Find your joy in the Lord because you can't find it here alone. If we do that God will give the desires of our hearts.

Psalm 37

¹ Do not fret because of evil men
or be envious of those who do wrong;

² for like the grass they will soon wither,
like green plants they will soon die away.

³ Trust in the LORD and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.

⁴ Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

⁵ Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this:

⁶ He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

⁷ Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when men succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.

Losing Something

2009-08-20T16:17:00.002+08:00

(my shot)

Good afternoon everyone.
Nyah!!
It's been a long time since I posted something here.
How I miss those normal days when I can post anything that i like.
But now, I have limited time only.
I can't post too because of moods.
And especially, I can't post because I think but I hope not..I'm losing my passion.

I want to be honest in this post.
Nyahh.
I hope I can still survive about the game of life.
Hmm..I'm getting lazy posting up those thoughts in my head.
Hmm.

Time for awakening I think.
No!
It's really time.

Hmm.
I should not be lazy.
Yah!!

I need help.
Hehe.

Your Faithfulness

2009-08-15T18:23:00.004+08:00

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I was looking for a new song for me to learn.
And wihh, I found so many.
But this song really touched my heart.
It's very touching especially to those who are hopeless.
I mean to those who loose their hope.
Yep. LOOSE not LOSE.

Your Faithfulness
Brian Doerksen

I don't know what this day will bring
Will it be disappointing, filled with longed for things?
I don't know what tomorrow holds
Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness

I don't know if these clouds mean rain
If they do, will they pour down blessing or pain?
I don't know what the future holds
Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness

Certain as the rivers reach the sea
Certain as the sunrise in the east
I can rest in your faithfulness
Surer than a mother's tender love
Surer than the stars still shine above
I can rest in your faithfulness

I don't know how or when I'll die
Will it be a thief, or will I have a chance to say goodbye?
No, I don't know how much time is left
But in the end, I will know your faithfulness

When darkness overwhelms my soul
When thoughts and storms of doubt
Still I trust You are always faithful, always faithful

Certain as the rivers reach the sea
Certain as the sunrise in the east
I can rest in your faithfulness
Surer than a mother's tender love
Surer than the stars still shine above
I can rest in your faithfulness

I don't know what this day will bring
Will it be disappointing, filled with longed for things?
I don't know what tomorrow holds
Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness

Simplicity! Nyahhh! :]

2009-08-13T15:41:00.004+08:00

(a nice image from photobucket.com)

It is amazing to realize that living in simplicity gives true contentment.
We go as we come to this world.
In the end, nothing is ours to keep.
So, let's share what we have..
SMILES, knowledge, hugs, GOOD WORDS, time and LOVE.

LOVE more.
Hate LESS.
Ignore CRITICS.
LOVE life.

It's really true.
Hmm.
Based on my experiences, being simple makes me unique to everyone.
Hmm, I'm not that materialistic.
Everything's going to end anyway.
Well, I'm just touched with this message.
Haha.
Especially the part which says:
IGNORE CRITICS.
Hmm. God Bless.
:]

Byousoku 5 Centimeter

2009-08-07T16:51:00.008+08:00

Whoa!
I watched this movie yesterday.

(when my sister was not yet home)
Hmm, I can say that it's quite good.
Haha.

A love story without an ending.
Haha.
But the OST was very cute!
I like it.
Hehe.
:]

Funny Reasons from My Classmates

2009-08-04T16:39:00.004+08:00

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My last subject today is Theology and it's 12:00pm - 3:00pm.

Well, me and my friends arrived at our destination 15 minutes before 12.
Then our professor arrived and checked our attendance.

By 12:30pm, I have this classmate who entered the room.
He was 30-minute late and because our professor is too kind, she allowed him to enter the class.
But before that our professor asked his reason.
This is what he said:
"I went home because I miss my mom."
We all laughed because he was sincere when he told that and our professor said that his reason is very unique!
Haha! It's so funny.

After that, I have another classmate also who was caught sleeping by our professor.
She asked why he was sleeping and he said that he's just praying.
Hehe. We laughed again.

Then another classmate of mine was caught by the same professor using her phone during her class.
She asked why is she using it and she said that she's sending a message to her mom because she misses her mom.
Haha. :]

It's a great. funny aftie I had because of their reasons. Hehe.
Funny and unique!

Just Got Home

2009-08-04T16:14:00.004+08:00

(my shot in Baguio City's Botanical Garden!)

I stayed a bit late in school after my last subject.
I don't want to go home yet but here I am..at home!! :]
Well, I feel sick today.
My eyes are too weak and I want to sleep but I can't.
Haha. I have to blog!
Later, I'll tell why I my eyes are too weak! ;]

Hmm. What else can I say?
Oh yeah I remember.
I was near our subdivision and waiting for a ride up to our home.
Well, it took me 30 minutes standing there and waiting for a ride and I feel sick. Terribly.
Hay!! Those drivers are too mean.
They don't want to give me a ride home.
Huhu. And because of that I feel worse than what I'm feeling in school.

I'm too silent this aftie.
I just can't talk.
I mean, I was alive and a little bit naughty. :]
But on my way home, I just felt too silent.
Hay! It hurts.
My eyes hurts.
:I

Movie Watch

2009-08-03T18:23:00.004+08:00

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Tomorrow I'll have my last written exam.

Hmm.
That means I can't watch any movie right now!
Ah!! Too Bad.
Hehe.
I have to review for my Tourism Exam. :]
I'm a good girl.
Hehe. Sometimes! :]]

Hmm. I have this movie that I'll watch by this week.
Haha. I think it's a good one.
And maybe it has the same story as My Sassy Girl. Hay!!
*^^*
Well, I borrowed it from someone.
:]
Hehe.
I really hope I can watch it soon because I'll be returning it to him by this week. :[

Well. I have to give a big wave of Bye now. Hehe.
Review! Review! Review!
God Bless to me and to people out there!
:]]]

*^^*

Clouds for Today. August 03, 2009.

2009-08-03T18:14:00.002+08:00

a small heart!

the airplane!

nice tree right?

rainy clouds!

a bit of a heart!

Whoa! We had a very confusing weather for today. It rains for a while and in just a blink of an eye the sun shines again! Haha. Very confusing. But I'm too lucky to have this shots of clouds!
I took it exactly when I got home.
Some are forming hearts again. Hehe. :]
I love the sky. Thanks to God for this scenes!

Chocolate Mousse!

2009-08-03T18:07:00.003+08:00

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In KFC, I bought Chocolate Mousse!
I haven't told yet that my most favorite cake of all is Chocolate Mousse.
(Chocolate Mousse of Red Ribbon Bakeshop)
Well, I have no choice but to buy the KFC's Chocolate Mousse because I'm there already.

Haha. :]
Chocolate Mousse!!
YumYum!
It's really my favorite since I was in First Year High School.
I used to go to the near Red Ribbon Bakeshop in Antipolo and order my favorite meal..
Salisbury Steak Meal and sided it with my Favorite!!
Chocolate Mousse!

Hmm..I hope on my birthday, I'll be able to go to Enchanted Kingdom and there'll be a Chocolate Mousse nearby!
Hephephep! :]

KFC in Robinsons

2009-08-03T17:56:00.003+08:00

After our church service yesterday, I decided to eat in KFC but KFC in Cubao is too full so I went to KFC in Robinson's Metro East.
As I was on the line, I recognized someone and I know that I know her.
Haha.
I went toward her and yep! She's my friend.
Haha. We talked for a while but she left because she'll be watching a movie. :]

Then I went back to the line where I'm supposed to be.
As I was ordering, I felt that somebody is touching me.
And when I looked down it was a child.
Haha.
Our Pastor's 3-year-old daughter.
Haha.
I'm too blessed that at last she approached me.
She's quite shy and rom the first time I saw her I always smile at her but she won't smile back.
But yesterday, she's the one who approached me.

When I got my order, I went to their table and joined them.
Haha.
I'm too happy because she's so cute.
Well, after that we spent (I think half an hour) walking in Robinson's.
Haha.
She's holding my hand! :]]
I love kids!

Hmm..After that, we went home.
On their car, she was playing games with me. Hehe :]
And I enjoyed a lot.
Then, when it's time to say goodbye,
she hugged me tightly and said that I should go home with them.
Haha.
I'm so touched but of course I can't go with them.
So I bid her and her family a big wave of Bye and God Bless.

Haha. She's so cute!

Yellow Cab

2009-08-03T17:52:00.006+08:00

shot from our table! YumYum!

Good aftie pipz!

Well, this is my first "real" post for August.
Haha.
I just wanted to share a post about Yellow Cab.
*^^*

Yesterday, my sister ordered the 12" New York's Finest Pizza in Yellow Cab.
haha.
It's so yummy!
Hmm.
But I ate mine this lunch. Hehe.
I'm too full yesterday.

I'm just too happy because we had a nice bonding yesterday!
Haha.
And even if my sister pushed me away to the pc..it's all right because of the 2 big slices of Pizza that I got.
Hehe.

Ahmm...I'm just too happy!

Eagle's Wings

2009-08-03T17:05:00.007+08:00

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I think I know why I can't review. And yes! I'm here again writing. I'll start with a story from this morning.

That was ten minutes before 7:30am. I have to be fast or I'll be late at school. As I was fixing my bag, I saw my Bible. A thought suddenly entered my mind.
"I should read something today."

I opened my Bible and the message is all about Isaiah 40:27-31.
Hmmm. I read it first very fast and some thing on my mind said that I should read it slow so for the second time, I read it slow.

Then on verse 29, I suddenly remembered that I should put a verse on my exam booklet..(a hobby I got when I was in high school)..So, it turned out that I memorized Isaiah 40:29..(I put it on my exam this aftie!)

Hmmm..After reading it, I went back to verse 31. (The "eagle's wings" part.)
Back from my 2nd Year High school, we had this movie program.
The message is all about soaring high with God's strength.
Verse 31 is also familiar with me because when I was looking for a passage for my project in Theo 1, this is one of my choices but since drawing eagle's wings is too hard, I just chose another passage. :]

Hmmm, now, when I was about to review, my mom showed her new CD's which she bought in the mall. I tuned in to it and while it was in Track 4, I searched for the information and gues what?...The Title is Eagle's Wings and according to Reuben Morgan(the one who wrote the song),

"This is a salvation song, a realization of our deepest need to be filled with the presence and the glory of Go. Isaiah 40:31."

The message I got from morning up to now is always Isaiah 40:31. What could God possibly want me to know?

I think it's because He felt that I need Him. Although I don't talk about it, God knows what's in my heart. And I think God is talking to me and comforting me. He wants me to know that He's there and He's telling me to stop what I'm doing and rest in Him. To stop thinking about what's here in the world and rest and be comforted in Him.

Gd is there. He takes over in my life..that's what he wants. Because it's too much for me and he wants to lessen my burden. God gives strength. I know it because He said it. I'm just blessed today that I can't do the things I'm supposed to do.

I thank God for giving me this message and I pray that I'll understand more what God means. And I pray that when you read this, you'll feel the same great thing that I'm feeling today.

God Bless Everyone!

-July 27, 2009
An excerpt from my scratch.

Because He lives.

2009-08-02T15:45:00.006+08:00

(a shot from our beloved school. SMHS)

Be contented!! Yahhh...Think about it? Hmmm..Well, God is bigger than my problems, loneliness, pain, financial needs and enemies. I should never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God. I know God is with me and He'll help me because God is faithful. He said in Genesis 28:15, "I will never leave you until I have finished giving you Everything I promised you." God is very faithful and He loves me and you more than we ever know.

Life does not need to be too perfect; does not need to be too rich; does not need to be too famous; does not need to be too romantic. As long as I have God in my life, it's more than enough.

It's really hard to think about that..(especially when bad things suddenly happen) but God loves me and I know problems will pass eventually. Ahh!! Trust God.

I'll end this "post" for today with this line from an untitled song..(I don't know the title..) It's the song I've been singing in my head since this morning..Haha. It just popped out from nowhere when I was on my on school. :]

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, all fear is gone.
And I know, I know He holds the future.
nd life is worth the living just because He lives.

- July 27, 2009.
An excerpt from my scratch. :]

"Love God's Gift"

2009-07-31T19:13:00.004+08:00

I was reviewing for half an hour when I decided to turn on the pc again.
Haha.
I miss someone today.
Yepyepyep.
Hmm..and because of that I can't review much..
(hehe..B.I.)
Well, after posting this blog, I'll be turning off the pc again and review.
I'll try hard.

Ahmm. It's already 7:18pm.
Wihh!
And I want to write something about that someone but I don't know what I'll write.
hehe.

Oh! Patience.
Wiihhh.
I have to be patient right?
Because even if I don't know if he likes me or not?
And even if today is not yet the right time?
And even if he likes someone else right now..(which I hope not)..
I'll still endure the pain because I like him so much.
Haha.

I'd like to share one thing from this afternoon on my way home.
I saw a shirt (from someone sitting in front of me on the jeep).
It says on his shirt..
"Love God's Gift"
Haha.
A big smile went into my face because of those words.
Well, I hope you understand what I mean.

Hmm..I like him so much.
I just hope he's the one from God.
But even if he's not, I'll still accept what God has for me.
Because only God knows what's best for me.
Haha.

Goodnight everyone.
God Bless.

Exam tomorrow.
*^^*

Because of Gummy Worms

2009-07-31T16:59:00.006+08:00

(from photobucket)

Having my last subject for today, I think of eating gummy worms.

Haha. I thought about buying gummy worms right after my last subject..(which is Math)
But hmm I searched for someone first.
It's been a week from July 24..haha..

I went to Cyber Siena to look for "kiseki"..(it's a japanese word)
Hmm..unluckily..I did not saw kiseki.
So I decided to go home already.
On my way out from school, I stopped to a nearby store to buy gummy worms.
Haha.
While I was paying, kiseki went out to the gate.
Haha.
I laughed and smiled a bit because I saw kiseki.
There's no chance to see kiseki because our school is too big.
Hmm..But I still saw kiseki because of gummy worms.
I love gummy worms!!.
Haha.

One thing I realize is that when I try to do things by my own, I end up failing
but when I surrender everything to God, everything goes well. *^^*

Haha.
God Loves Us.
Smile!

I have to go now. Filipino and Tennis exam tomorrow morning.
God Bless. I pray that I'll have good grades.
Yipeee!!

P.S. Kiseki did not see me but it's all right.
Ahmm..Haha.
I also have 75 posts for July. I beat my June post. Yipee! :]

A Bid of GoodBye

2009-07-30T17:44:00.005+08:00

Oh! I'm just too happy today. haha.
I have to go now. I hope you'll enjoy my playlist.
(and also my articles here) haha.
Ahmm! I'm too blessed. I almost forgot. :]
Tomorrow is the last day of July.
And I have 74 post for today..(in July).
I hope tomorrow I can open up my blog so that I can enter many posts. Haha.
Remember June has 74 too.
*^^*
God Bless and Smile a lot.

BTW, this is the cupcake I designed when we had our seminar in Heny Sison.
It's so yummy. Haha.
Cute Clown!!

SMILE

2009-07-30T16:28:00.010+08:00

"SMILE"

Main Entry:²smile
Function: noun
Date: 15th century

1 : a facial expression in which the eyes brighten and the corners of the mouth curve slightly upward and which expresses especially amusement, pleasure, approval, or sometimes scorn 2 : a pleasant or encouraging appearance

-Merriam Webster

There's a big impact happening to me right now..just because of a smile.
Hmmm..I've searched for quotes about smile and I found cute quotes for it..especially on this site.
Well, what I like most is this: Smile! It confuses people.
And my post for right now is about it. Hehe.

Beside the clouds, rainbows, stars, moon and everything in the sky, a smile also makes me happy. Hmm, I love it when people smiles at me. And of course, I love to smile too.

I always put a big smile on my face whenever I'm happy. But when I'm sad...hmmm I try to smile too. Why? Because God wants me to be glad always..(Philippians 4:4)..And I have read on a book that when you are sad, try to smile and later you will feel much better. Haha. (I've tried that before and it really works..*^^*)

Now, three smiles from yesterday and the other day before yesterday, confused me a lot. Haha. And up to now, I'm still confused about it. Well, I should not think about it. Right? Hehe. (it's a secret!! Shhhhh..*^^*)

Oh! I remember that one time when having my Personality Development Subject, the professor asked what's my asset. I answered that my asset is my smile. And trully, I love my smile. It's very unique (even if my sister always tell me that I have a fake smile..hmmp..). I really like it hehe. Smiling makes me feel good. And sometimes, I smile to strangers and eventually because of that smile, I meet them. Haha. But of course, there are strangers that I'm smiling but does not give back a smile.

P.S.: I know everything here is not in order. Haha. I noticed that too. IDEAS from my head forms too fast and because of that I can't write perfectly and in group. Haha. But I hope you understand everything and what I mean. :]

Like VS. Love

2009-07-30T15:44:00.008+08:00

(a picture in Baguio City..that's me holding the digicam. :])

I viewed a blog from a stranger quite I know. Haha.

And I read something cute in that blog which I wanted to share with you. Haha.
It strikes straight to the heart. Nyahaha.

*^^*

Someone You Like and Someone You Love

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.
In front of the person you love, you get happy.
In front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
You can’t look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
You can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The Feeling of LIKE starts from the EAR,
But the feeling of LOVE starts from the EYE.

But If you stopped liking a person you used to like,
All you need to do is cover your ears,

But If you try to close your eyes,

Love turns into a drop of tear,
and remains in your heart forever.

-*^^* (Click this smile to go to that blog.)

July 29, 2009 Smiley Day

2009-07-29T17:09:00.002+08:00

Wahh! I enjoyed my day today. Someone I "quite" know smiles at me. Haha.
4 exams left and yep. Ahh!
It's really hard but I know God helps me. Hehe.
God Bless all.

A Big Wave

2009-07-25T19:06:00.006+08:00

I'm waving a big goodbye to everyone.
I'm very happy because for the third time, I watched my favorite movie again.
Haha.
I also heard Canon.
I missed watching movies so that's what I did this whole aftie.
Well, I'm very happy.
I am giving love to everyone.
Hugs and Kisses. XOXO.
Haha.
I'm really happy and I have a big smile on my face.
*^^*

Just dropped off the phone again.
Haha.

I am Yours, You are Mine

2009-07-25T18:59:00.003+08:00

This is a song from my favorite movie, The Classic.

No ege Nan, Na ege No (I am yours, You are mine)
translation by: Goro-chan

*CHORUS*
I am yours, like the sun which sets
The beautiful memories are all from one place
Precious memories of the naive days together
Woo- they remain as a picture which has no regrets

You are mine and make the lonely times pass
You are the sunlight which shines on me
Your small white hand in mine
Like the sparkle of a jewel it makes the promise of eternity

* Repeat

You are mine, like a sad graduation song
You are still a small part of this hear tof mine
Your beauty glitters in your eyes
Like so many stars I hope you will always shine

* Repeat x 2

No Good Lucks

2009-07-25T15:26:00.004+08:00

I always use God Bless You instead of Good Luck.
I started that just this year.

I have read an article about Good Luck and God Bless but I really forgot what's the difference between them.
I also forgot where I have read that.
Hmmm.

Maybe the difference of God Bless to Good Luck is that God Bless is you praying to God to bless the people you have told that line while Good Luck is just a luck.
Haha.

(hard to explain)

Well, God Bless everyone.
*^^*

Message to be Remembered

2009-07-25T14:48:00.005+08:00

These are Messages I received last night. So touching.

*Don't be like that. Don't focus on your problems. You can overcome it. Think Positive.

*Uhm just pray. We, your friends, are here.

*Life has full of problems but God knows you can overcome it. Just keep on praying and believing in Him.
Ge. Nyt2. Ingatz..switdrims. :-D

*"I'm your biggest fan. I'll follow you until you love me."

New Clock

2009-07-24T18:53:00.004+08:00

If you can see the "time-check" widget box,

there's a new change.
I switched my old cat to an orange clock.
Why?
Because the cat clock has advertising blah.blah.blah and so I want to change it.
It distracts me from looking at the time.
Hehe.

Fluffy Clouds

2009-07-24T18:28:00.003+08:00

There are cute clouds this afternoon.

I hope you'll enjoy looking at them. *^^*
God Bless.

July 24, 2009

Pictures

2009-07-24T18:08:00.004+08:00

I found a new widget for my blog.

It's called link within.
Haha.
And to make it more colorful, I have to add pictures on my blog.
Hay! Haha.
And from now on, It will be aligned center again.
Haha.
But still, one line at a time!
*^^*
There, there.
I hope you'll enjoy my "more colorful blog".

Bye Bye

2009-07-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

I'll do my homework now.
Wihhh!!
I hope I'll have the right words to use.
Haha.
Ad I hope I'll not be interrupted with thoughts in my head!!..*^^*
God Bless everyone!
God loves you.

First Call

2009-07-23T19:15:00.008+08:00

Wah!!

I never would have thought that will call me.
I just dropped of the phone right now.
Haha.
Although it's only because of school purposes.
Haha.
Well, I never really thought about that idea coming to life. Haha.
Nyahahaha.
There's a big on my face. *^^*
Well, I hope all my classmates will be present at school tomorrow morning. *^^*

Hahaha..
One shy thing is that I still haven't got my voice fixed yet.
I mean my voice is still too big because of cough and because of that thought that was talking to someone else.
Ihhhh..

This is a story of ICONS

2009-07-23T18:03:00.006+08:00

Legend:

as Faith
as Chary

as God's Gift

Haha.
When I was in Grade 1 (Elementary), I have 2 friends from a Christian School.
Yep! I'm studying in a Christian School..(because I'm a Christian).
Hmm, we were classmates only on Grade 1 because both 3 of us transferred to another school by Grade 2.
I have no idea where transferred while me and transferred on the same school but by Grade 3, left.
Hmmm.

1 and half months after my high school graduation, 's mom contacted my mom.
She invited my mom to their church and told her that is also there.
I was having my problem that time and was not attending the church for 2 months because I am mad about the fact that I was enrolled on a University not in Manila.
But, I decided to go to church that day. (It was May 25.)

The service was good.
The message from God is super striking to me.
Hmmm and most of all, I saw and . Haha.
I'm happy that I was with them again.
By afternoon, invited me to come again because there are two people celebrating their birthday.
I went home then and decided to go back there.

It was that night then that I met .
Someone I never thought of meeting of.
We had our first talk that night on the balcony.
We talked about the courses that we took.
Haha. Guess what?
got the course that I really wanted on the school that I dreamed of.
(I was still in 4th Year High School and I asked my mom if I could take that course in that school but she did not allow me.)
Hmmm, Kismet No. 1!

And is the classmate of from Grade 2-Grade 6.
I would be their classmate if I transferred on the same school where and is.
Haha.
Kismet No. 2

I would also meet sooner than May 25, 2008 if I attended to our church (now) weeks before May 25.
Kismet No. 3

Hmmm..Thinking about it, there are a lot of chances that I can meet sooner than before but really God has His own time. Hmmm, and bad things happen (mostly because of me) between me and and 's family for a reason which now I realize. Because of those things, I became more mature than before but (not totally mature..)
Well, I know now my mistakes and I'll change. *^^*

Back to kismet, hmmm, maybe there'll be too many chances when I can meet or see again on places and on times that I don't expect. Haha. And when that time comes, I'll be very thankful to God. *^^* Hmm also, even if I don't see Him, I thank God. God should be thanked everything on this world. *^^*

Eating Swiss Chocolates

2009-07-23T17:56:00.004+08:00

Before going to our room, my mom handed me a small Swiss Chocolate.
And while blogging, I'm eating it.
Haha.
It tastes so good.
Yum Yum!!

The name of the Swiss Chocolate is:
Swiss Gold

Haha.
I really love chocolates..

Although I was not supposed to eat this because I still have a bit cough.

Hmm, I was not also supposed to be back here and do blogging,
but I can't finish up my homeworks when I have this thought on my mind.
Haha.
Yup!
After I post my next article, I'll be out.

Haha.

movies

2009-07-23T15:10:00.003+08:00

I was going to watch one of my favorite movies (The Classic) again
but buffering is slow so I decided to check on something.

Haha.
It's true!!
My Sassy Girl is based on a true story.
And I found the site of the Korean who wrote it.
Ahh!!
I wish Korean fonts will be available on our pc already.
Haha.
I'll ask my sister about it.
Well.
I'm really happy that I found it.
It's really my favorite!

Haha.
And, I closed the The Classic movie.
I have to finish up my homework so I got to go.
*^^*

Bye pipz!!

Goodbye Mr. Sun

2009-07-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

Goodbye!
It's already 6:41 and I can still see the sun.
But it's already biding it's goodbye.

So will I.
I have many ideas and thoughts in my mind but because I'm still angry, I can't post it.
Right thoughts and words will not come in.
Hay!
I hope God will ease this anger.
Let me forgive!
Hay!!.

I may have said words here that are not pleasing such as:
I'll never be you friend again and so on..
But I hope you'll understand that it's because I'm mad.

So I'll stop myself from posting anything for this night.
Hay!!

Bye Everyone!

Forgive just as God has forgiven me.
Sorry if I did something that can hurt you.

once in a while

2009-07-22T18:39:00.001+08:00

This is a phenomenon that I always wait for.
But for another time around, I haven't seen it again.
Hay!
Someday, I hope I'll see an eclipse.

Good Turned into Bad

2009-07-22T18:13:00.003+08:00

It's hard to talk to a mad person.
Right?
It seems that all the mistakes are to be blamed on you.
And, because it's a friend, you have to do everything just to be friends again.
Now..
Hmm.
I don't think I'll do every thing this time.

Don't blame me.
I'm not a perfect person physically.
I have limited powers only.
And I'm sorry if I forget you.
I really forget everything.
And I think I'm sick.
Hay!!

People I know, knows that.
And that really means that you don't know me that much.

If you don't want to be friends again, Fine.
It's nice to be in your company for weeks.

Haisst!
I'm in a good mood but just because of a message..
my good and happy mood changed.

X-(

Canon Mode

2009-07-22T17:58:00.003+08:00

Whoa.
I hav to meet my classmate on SM Taytay for our report.
I stayed there for one hour waiting for her but it's all right haha.
I enjoyed the whole one hour.
*^^*

Well, here's the story.
While waiting I decided to look for cd's.
Haha.
So I went to the CD station.

I saw 3 cd's from Paramore.
Wihh.
And I remembered that this September, they will be releasing their new album.
Haha.

Then, I saw CD's and DVD's from Hillsong.
I love that CD and DVD and it's worth 600.
Haha.
Too costy but worth it.

Next stop is the CD from Rico Blanco baby!!
Haha.
It's super cool.
Just one left.
Ahhh!!
I really wish I have one.
Haha.
I love his songs..
most especially the..Your Universe!

Next stop was CD's from different foreign artists and bands such as:
Jason Mraz, Red Jumpsuit, Click 5, and so on.

Lastly, Wah!!
Will you believe?
Haha.
I found what I've been looking for.
I searched for it for too long.
And on my last stop, I found it.
Haha.
A complete CD containing all my favorite Piano Classics.
Yup!Yup!Yup!
It does contain Pachelbel's Canon and Gymnopedie and 25 more.
Haha.

It's worth 500.
Too costly again.
Hay!!
I wish I could buy that CD.
It's just one left.
Huhu.
I really like to have that.
Why?
Oh of course, because it's the only CD that I've been looking for.
Been looking for one year and it's the only CD there that contains Pachelbel's Canon!
Yipee!

I hope I can buy it.
Soon before it's gone.

mistakes.

2009-07-22T17:44:00.003+08:00

Oh men!
Here is all the story of my mistakes on school. Haha.
Some are funny and some are hmmm...*^^*

Monday:
We had our Soc. Sci 3 subject.
Haha.
This one's a very funny story for me. *^^*

Well, we are discussing about the Philippine History.
I always recite these past weeks and this Monday, the professor is looking at me.
She's waiting for the answer.
I know the answer and it's on my head.
"Ferdinand Magellan"
That's what's on my mind.
Then, when it's time to recite..
I answered ..
"Ferdinand Marcos"

Oh my goodness.
Haha.
I laughed and my classmates laugh because they are two different person.
I don't know why I answered Ferdinand Marcos on the question,
"Whom did Lapu-Lapu killed?"
Haha.
They are tooooo different.
Haha.
I really laughed.
Hehe
:P

Tuesday:
We had our quiz in Theology.
Last Monday night, I reviewed hard for that.
And the quiz is too easy.
Yes very easy.
But then again..hay!!
I got two points mistake because I did not choose the first thing that came up to my mind.

I really don't know why but every time we have our quizzes and recitaions and exams,
I really don't answer my first instinct which is "ALWAYS" right.
My goodness.
I missed out being perfect again.
HAIST!!
:((

Wednesday:
We had our quiz in Computer 1.
Hahaha.
I missed out 2 points again.
This time, my usual mistake.
I always forget words.
I mean for example on my quiz in English,
the right answer is Tony Buzan and I answered Tony Buran.
Another is Herbert Putnam and I answered Herman Putnam.
My goodness that's my usual mistake.
This time the right answer is Workgroup and I answered Workplace.
Haisst..Haha

Well that's the list of funny and irritating mistakes that I got.
Hmm.
This post is full of mistakes but I know God has plans for that.
Haha.
God Bless everyone.

No time for everything

2009-07-22T17:13:00.002+08:00

Wahh!
I'm not yet finish with my project in Theo. Haha.
I hope I can finish it up by tomorrow.
Haha
10 pages to go and one more drawing.
10 definitions too.
Hay..
hehe

Well, this morning..whooo..
Haha.
We had our activity on our computer 1 subject.
Wihhh.
It's so hard.
We type 5pages (with the monitor off) of:
The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

Haha.
I have so many mistakes.
Of course.
haha.
We did not look on the keyboard and we had the right positioning of the hands to the keyboard.
It's so hard to do that. Haha

Well, I'm still busy with school works.
Next week is our Prelim exams.
Wihh!!

I pray that God will help me.
ALL RIGHT.
*^^*

Canon.

2009-07-20T18:20:00.003+08:00

Pachelbel's Canon.
Ahh!
I found the best and complete Canon.
Haha.
And currently I'm listening to it.
Hihihi.
I'm so happy.
Hmmm.
I really love and remember everything.
haha.
I love Canon so much.
It's my MOST, MOST, MOST favorite music of all.
Sorry if it's my most rather than worship songs.
I really love this song.
Hehe.
Even though it's instrumental.

BTW, this would be my last post for today.
I hope I can post the things that I want to share:
Ferdinand Magellan VS. Ferdinand Marcos,
Lapu-lapu Trivia.

Haha.
There are a lot of funny things that happened today.

God Bless everyone.
*^^*

..tan-tananan-tananan-tanananananan...

A Message of Hope

2009-07-20T17:50:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I was asking God for a message that I would want to hear.
And when I was at the church, the pastor said,
"I know this message is what we need these days."
Haha.
A smile was painted on my face.
And that morning, that was the passage that I was reading.
Romans 8:18-39.

Romans 8:25 is one of my most favorite verse.
Hmm.
I'll write here the notes of what we had discussed yesterday at church.

The Message of Hope
Romans 8:18-39

I. Our future glory gives us hope and motivates us in facing our present sufferings.

Romans 8:18

II. Our hope rests in Jesus Christ, the One that will liberate the creation bondage of evil and decay.

Romans 8:19-22

III. We wait and we hope for the liberation and redemption of our bodies. (salvation.)

Romans 8:23

IV. We believe and hope for what we do not yet have and we must wait for it patiently.

Romans 8:25

V.For the Christian, even if we are suffering, there is no such thing as hopeless situation.

Romans 8:28

VI. Nothing and no one but in Jesus Christ alone can we live in a constant state of hope.

Romans 8:31, 38-39

I'm really blessed yesterday. I know that even if I don't have the things and people that I want, I still have God. And, there is still hope with everything. Haha. God Bless Everyone.

Romans 8:18-39

¹⁸I am sure that what we are suffering now cannot compare with the glory that will be shown to us.

¹⁹In fact, all creation is eagerly waiting for God to show who his children are.

²⁰Meanwhile, creation is confused, but not because it wants to be confused. God made it this way in the hope

²¹that creation would be set free from decay and would share in the glorious freedom of his children.

²²We know that all creation is still groaning and is in pain, like a woman about to give birth.

²³The Spirit makes us sure about what we will be in the future. But now we groan silently, while we wait for God to show that we are his children. This means that our bodies will also be set free.

²⁴And this hope is what saves us. But if we already have what we hope for, there is no need to keep on hoping.

²⁵However, we hope for something we have not yet seen, and we patiently wait for it.

²⁶In certain ways we are weak, but the Spirit is here to help us. For example, when we don't know what to pray for, the Spirit prays for us in ways that cannot be put into words.

²⁷All of our thoughts are known to God. He can understand what is in the mind of the Spirit, as the Spirit prays for God's people.

²⁸We know that God is always at work for the good of everyone who loves him. They are the ones God has chosen for his purpose,

²⁹and he has always known who his chosen ones would be. He had decided to let them become like his own Son, so that his Son would be the first of many children.

³⁰God then accepted the people he had already decided to choose, and he has shared his glory with them.

³¹What can we say about all this? If God is on our side, can anyone be against us?

³²God did not keep back his own Son, but he gave him for us. If God did this, won't he freely give us everything else?

³³If God says his chosen ones are acceptable to him, can anyone bring charges against them? ³⁴Or can anyone condemn them? No indeed! Christ died and was raised to life, and now he is at God's right side, speaking to him for us.

³⁵Can anything separate us from the love of Christ? Can trouble, suffering, and hard times, or hunger and nakedness, or danger and death?

³⁶It is exactly as the Scriptures say,

"For you we face death

all day long.

We are like sheep

on their way

to be butchered."

³⁷In everything we have won more than a victory because of Christ who loves us.

³⁸I am sure that nothing can separate us from God's love--not life or death, not angels or spirits, not the present or the future,

³⁹and not powers above or powers below. Nothing in all creation can separate us from God's love for us in Christ Jesus our Lord!

recovery process

2009-07-20T17:40:00.003+08:00

hmmm.
I still have a bit cough.
I wish it'll be over soon.
I really hate coughs.
It's itchy and noisy.

I had my class this morning and aftie..
I'm too noisy.
Ahh!
I really hate coughs.

Some of my classmates made fun of me.
They also do some coughs.

Another sickness that I have is pimples.
Ahh!
I hate pimples.
I'm a girl who does not have a pipmles but this month oh men.
I have plenty of pimples.
On my nose, cheeks and forehead.
My goodness!

I'm cleaning my face all the time.
I hate pimples.

Haha,
Maybe it's because of lack of sleep, stress.

Haha.

and she's sick again

2009-07-17T16:27:00.004+08:00

Omo!
I was walking home last Wednesday from school.
My umbrella was destroyed by the hard rain and wind.
And that's the reason why I was wet when I got home.

Yesterday, I had a cold and last night it developed into a cough.
Now, I have fever.

Oh men!
I wish I'll be all right sooner.
Ahh!

We still have a class tomorrow.
PE and Filipino.
Wahhh..

Ahmmm..I hate being sick.
I have no voice.
I can't talk.
I can't use the pc for a long time.

Hmmm..OK pipz!!
I have to go now.

Got to catch a sleep.

P.S.:
I just got home from school.
What a nice aftie I had.
haha.
So special day.
Hmmm but how can I move on if I'm in the situation of being a friend.
Haist!
Hmm.
It's ok.
Haha.
Just move on.
We are just friends.
Just friends.
And that's all.

Nyahaha.

BYEBYE

Do You see the Heart?

2009-07-15T19:32:00.002+08:00

I hope you can see it. Haha.

Finally, The Thing That I've Been Waiting For.

2009-07-15T19:23:00.003+08:00

Rainbow makes me so happy. Ahh! Thank God I saw one today. I was too sad because of a "love thing" but hmmm that rainbow that God has sent reminded me that God loves me. I pray that I can see the good thing beyond the not returned love. Haha. God Bless everyone. This is an accidental shot. All these were not really intened. Haha. I just accidentaly saw this rainbow when I was taking up the other pictures. Haha.

After the Rain Clouds. July 15, 2009

2009-07-15T19:18:00.006+08:00

These clouds are my little treasures for this afternoon. I took a shot on them and luckily when I turned around I saw a rainbow. Haha. I love it. ^^

Plane No. 1 to 3

2009-07-15T18:53:00.002+08:00

It all starts here.

Then moving here.

And waving a big bye there.

Plane No. 2

Bye again!

Turning right to say goodbye.

They always have to leave and bid goodbye.

Bye For Now

2009-07-14T16:10:00.002+08:00

Oh!

I have to go now.

I'll be traveling again..from school to our home.

Ahh!

I enjoyed my time here.

Hehe.

I also miss my blog.

I wish internet connection at home will be working out again soon.

Hmmm.,

God Bless everyone.

Haha.

I love dougnout and ice cream!

Gymnopedie.

2009-07-14T16:07:00.002+08:00

I was surprised yesterday at schhol.
We are having our English Class when the time turned out to be 3pm.
I'm studying in a Catholic School and eevry 3pm they are praying a prayer.
But yesterday, ohh!!, I heard Gymnopedie.
It was a piano music from the movie Windstruck.
Ahh!
After Pachelbel's Canon,. It's also my favorite.
Hmm.
I looked at the thing producing the sound and smiled.
Haha.
I remembered a lot.
Hihi.

Meg and Dia

2009-07-14T16:02:00.002+08:00

I was listening at my discman last night.
It was playing a slow, acoustic songs from bands that was not familiar to me.
But, Daphne loves Derby is included in that CD. (I know that band.)

I really liek also Meg and Dia.
Particularly their song entitled as,"I'll Find Mine" and "Strawberry Waltz".
Well, I'm having an LSS.
Haha

Homeworks

2009-07-14T16:00:00.001+08:00

I got a lot of homeworks and I think I'll not be able to post things for this week.
Another reason is that internet at home is not yet working..
Hmm.
I'll be focusing more on my studies so I'll be missing up my blog for a long day.

God Has Plans

2009-07-14T15:41:00.003+08:00

Hmm.
Everything turned out to be something that I don't expect.
Well, that's for today.
Hay!!
Guess what?

Hmm.
I t was a sunny morning in Siena College.
I thought this would be an ordinary day for me but it was not.
Thoughts from my head came again during my Theo Class which resulted to an interference on my studies.

While in my Tourism class, we had our permanent sitting arrangement.
When I thought that "the-one-I-like-to-be-my-seatmate" will be my seatmate, I am too happy.
Ahhh!!
But of course that "the-one-I-like-to-be-my-seatmate" did not became my seatmate.
Freaking day!

Here's the story:
Well, I'm too excited with my Tourism class because I reviewed so hard last night.
And also because of our seating arraangement,.
Well that happened this morning.

I'm in the third row.
The professor called on to the name of that my friend
That one was not yet on our room, late person!..Nyah!!
Oh BTW, that "the-one-I-like-to-be-my-seatmate" is one of my friends.
My friend was supposed to be my actual seatmate.
Ahh!!. But some thing happened.
And my friend did not became my seatmate.
Instead, my friend belongs to the opposite of my row.
All because, my friend was late and not there.
Bad Trip!!

Wihh!!
Another one is that I remember so many thoughts this afternoon.
During our Theology Class.
Ahh!
It's really something.
I don't like my Theology class because the teachings that they have are some times wrong.
But I can't blame them because that's what they know.
But really, someday I'll bring up the question and God's real message.
Hmm. Thinking of that thought I opened up my Bible.
It was accidentaly opened to Isaiah 37:6.

Another thought that i had was about 0-0.
That man-who-can't-be-moved.
Well, I saw him after weeks.
And I really am sad about it.
(BUT I should be happy because at least I saw him.)
Oh! Whenever I look at him, I feel so sad knowing that he don't like me too.
And "if" I have the chance to talk to him, I end up messing that special talk.
For example is when I ask questions to him,
I end up asking the wrong questions and my voice turns up to be some thing not ordinary.
Ahh!!

God really has plans.

Well, one thing I was reminded again.
If bad things happen today, always remember that God loves you.
And also, if the people of this world hates me, God won't. And before they hate me, they hated Jesus first when He was condemned by the people and was crucified without sin.

Maybe if the internet connection at home is already fixed, I'll post here what I had learned about
"The Law vs The Grace"
I hope the one who wil read that will be able to discern the truth.
And also, that was based on our church service last Sunday.

God Bless everyone!

Blue Night

2009-07-14T15:14:00.002+08:00

Oh yes!
Hmm.
He was near the door, eating.
And I'm at teh back of that door, eating too.
Hay!..Luck!
We passed each other in opposite ways.
I can't look at his eyes.
Hmm.
Everytime I look at him, I really am sad.
Maybe because I know that ...
Hmm.
Teary afternoon!

Here in Cyber Siena

2009-07-14T15:02:00.001+08:00

Wihh!!
I'm using the school's computer.
Cyber Siena is teh School's Cafeteria!!
Why?
Of course, it's a part of my miscellaneuos fee.
Haha.

Hmm.
I'm doing my homework and everything that I usually do.
Ahh!

I forgot to tell.
I can't use the computer at home because the freaking internet does not work.
I really ahte rainy days..

Well, Giod Bless everyone!

Ahhm!

2009-07-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

Gudnyt.
I'll be not available tomorrow.
Haha.
That means I can't post anything for tomorrow.
I'm so blessed.
Thank God for rebuking me and for giving me wisdom and strength to live.
God Bless everyone!

We have Everything in Christ

2009-07-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

I don't need money,
I have more treasure in heaven.
I don't need people,
They always leave me but God won't.
I don't need to be loved by someone who don't love me,
God loves me so much that He sent Jesus to save me even if I'm a sinner.

How will I ever thank God?
I always want to do something for God.
And I hope even in the little things that I do,
God is happy.

I have everything in God.
I know He will never leave me nor forsake me.

Haven Today

2009-07-11T18:04:00.004+08:00

I decided to sleep early last night.
I have an early class and that's the reason.
I also have personal reason.
Hmmm.
I was too sad because I have to stop liking him.
Ahh!

I prayed and told God that I can't have my devotion
because I'm too tired to read and understand..(sorry)

Then I was caught up by the radio.
It do have a devotion.
And suddenly, I thank God for providing it because even if my eyes are closed I can still have my devotion by listening to it.
I also thank God because the message is exactly the answer to what I've been experiencing.

The message is about Self-Pity and Contentment.
I guess that's the message I need because people I know always said that I should overcome Self-Pity.
Well, I accept their opinion about me although it hurts. Hehe
Ahmm.

According to the man on the radio, Self-Pity hinders us to contentment.
Well, if we will read the whole four chapters of Ruth, we can see the life of Naomi.
We should not look at the things that we don't have because we have Jesus.
We should not look for love of others which they can't give but we must always believe that Jesus is with us and God love us so much.

I was rebuked with love by God through that message and if you want to hear some online devotion..
the radio station gave their online website where you can hear it.
I suggest that you listen to it. Hehe
It really helped me a lot.

here is the SITE:

http://www.haventoday.org/

Tell Me

2009-07-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

It's raining.
It's so dark outside.
Oh men.
I'm crying.
I remembered him.
Ah!
I saw his pic on my fs.
AND I CAN'T GET MYSELF OVER.
I have not seen him in weeks.
It's not the reason why I'm crying.
It's just that.
I like him.
And because I like him, I can't like him.
Ahmm.
I can't again.
Stop.

Hard on Walking

2009-07-10T15:51:00.003+08:00

Because of the flairtending practice that we had yesterday, I find it hard to walk.
My muscles are aching.
I drunk a medicine for muscle pains but it is not working with me.
I had my classes this afternoon
(but the professor did not show up because of the unintentional meeting).
Hay!!
If you know the Japanese Drama, "One Liter of Tears", oh men.
I feel like I'm Aya.
That's how I walk.
It really does ache and the room assigned is on Room 503.
Fifth Floor.
Hay!

hehe.
Up to now, I still find it hard to walk.

I hope tomorrow I'll be fine bause it's my PE class.
We will play Basketball.

Nyah!!

Blessings

2009-07-10T15:42:00.002+08:00

As I walk from our building in school to the gate, I got a 50 bucks.
I was walking and I saw it on the floor.
I pick it up and went directly to the guard to ask if somebody lost it.
But he said that I could keep it.

At first, I feel too bad about it.
Hmm.
Of course because the one who lost it might be sad.
But that's life.

Hmmm.
I spent half of it for two pieces of STRAWBERRY-filled DOUGHNUT.
Haha.
My favorite.

One for me and one for my baby niece.
Haha.

aftie pics!

2009-07-09T20:27:00.002+08:00

Done in Photoshop.
Me in my uniform, shot yesterday!

Raining

2009-07-09T18:59:00.003+08:00

Omo!
It rained a lot.
I'm not that wet but still I am.
Ahh!!

I just got home and it's already dark.
Hehe.

I forgot everything that I have to say tomorrow.
Sorry.

*^^*

Well, I think I had a great day.
Hmm.
Even if my morning is bad.
Bad because of my family.
I really find it hard to be happy on our house.
Hmmm.

Someday, when I have my own family, I'll be the best.
Hihi.
God Bless everyone.

Thanks to God for good and bad times.
*^^*

Choices

2009-07-09T18:53:00.003+08:00

Oh. Haha. It's a good message for me but a year late

Have you ever had the feeling that you were too pressured to choose from something you're sure of and from something you are happy with?

It's like you don't know if you are brave enough to take the risk of letting go of everything you hold on to before.

Life is totally twisted. Things change and happens.

So know what you really want and go for it. Choose what makes you happy today or die in sadness tomorrow.

Haha. This is exactly what I had to do.
Choose from schools.
I think I chose the right one because I'm super happy with my school. *^^*