Book and Water

Because of boredom, I read a whole book yesterday.
It was accompanied with glasses of water beside the bed.

Nyah.
It was a nice book.
I learned a lot of lessons.
I wish I can share it with ...
Hmm.
It showed me the right and the wrong way about something.
Nyah.
Now I know what I'll do.

I pray that I can apply it to whatever's going to happen.

About the water..I was having a water therapy.
Of all the sickness that I can have, cough and cold are the two most sickness I hate.
Nyah.
It really makes me miserable.
I can't talk because I don't have a voice.
It's really itchy.
:x
Huhu

Tomorrow, we already have a class.
It was suspended for a week because of the calamity effect by Typhoon Ondoy.
Hmm, I will review for we might have our Midterm Exam in English tomorrow.
I wish I will be better because tomorrow on my Soc. Sci subject, we have our report.
:P

Nyah. A lot of things to do. :x

Star in the Midst of the Rain

"It was that star. His planet."

A short walk to home and it's raining hard.
I rushed to be at home quickly because I'm soaking wet.
I paused for a while.
Shocked to see that during this rain, that star is still visible to the eyes.
It's a little hard to see a star while raining.
I think once in a blue moon. :]]
And, I just remember a day from the past.
So upside-down!!
Unexplainable feeling!

nyah.
God loves me.

Champ, Yael, Armo :]]

Wihh. Armo's my favorite of all. Love love love. :]]
Haha

(photo courtesy of Mia Venus!)

Camping, Hale and Spongecola.

(stolen shot by Miatot.."a little bit of sadness in the camp")

I had a good experience joining DOMNET Camping.
Hmm.
To summarize, I enjoyed everything.
My most favorite part of all was the concert.
It was nice to see and hear music from Hale and Spongecola last night during their concert.
Hmm.
I am very very very happy because I ahd the chance to watch them in the backstage.
I also had a face to face between them.
Haha.
It was just an inch.
they passed between me.
Hmm. And I had this autograph sign and picture from the vocalist of Spongecola.
Haha.
Although it was the lead guitarist whom I like ever since High School. Haha.
Armo..Armo..Armo.
Wihh..Champ of Hale was nice too. :]

I have plenty of thoughts and experiences I'd like to tell but I have no time for now.
I have 3 exams tomorrow and I haven't reviewed yet.
Haha.
Well, I think I'll be able to post these stories hmm..by Thursday. I hope so.
Nyahh.

Happy me.

I enjoyed the trip on my way home to.
Especially the stop over!

:]]

Be posting here again on Thusrday.
See yah!!

Sad Thoughts Keep Coming

Oh!
Last night I was doing my homework in Theology.
I was in our living room with my sister.
She was listening to her CD's when she was in college.
We had a little chit-chat.
Well, of course, I was doing my homework and she was playing a game from the PSP.
While doing our own things, there's this song that was played for an infinite time. :P
We bought like it although it was new to my ear.

Hmm. My sister told me that she was listening to that song in her CD player when she was in college.
She's sitting in the gazebo or corridors and sometimes in the fire exit all alone while listening to that.
I felt too sad while she was telling her story.
Hmm, I realized then that I was a little bit the same with her.
I also sit alone in the school gazebo with my CD player.
Hmm. She told me that while listening to that she remembers something.
Memories!
Sad memories!

Haha.
So then, last night, after our talk, we listened to that song all over again..until I finished my homework in Theo!

So what are the thoughts that bothers me?
Hmm..people.
Two people I dearly love.
Nyah.
One from my high school days.
One from my present days..

Sometimes the people that we want really can't be like us the way we want it to be.
Hay!

What else?
Oh! I'm just posting this not to hurt '''''' but it's just that I have to release my sadness.
Haha.
I'm happy, of course, but hmm..I'm just wondering.
Whatever!!

There..There..There
I don't know.
Nyahh.

The Sun Rises for Me!

On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when the sun rises, it rises for you.

Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All. How far can you now feel your Self expand? To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?... half way around the globe?

Wah. What a nice message from Facebook.
Good evening everyone!
God bless.
I've been too blessed today.
Haha.
I thank God for everything that's happening in my life.

Gone Daddy Gone

Nyahh. I was watching a tv show before I wrote this.
It's not yet finished but I ended up writing here and stop watching it.
Oh. But I still can here it from the room I'm in.

I miss my dad!
Nyahh. Teary me..:P
What would the feeling be if he was still here with us?

I don't know how to live with a dad in a house.
Well, I experienced it for a while but I can't remember the feeling of having a dad.
Nyah.
It's all a blur!

Hmmm. I'm a little bit sad.
A little bit disappointed.
A little bit longing for my dad.

But what can I do?
He's already gone.
I don't know where he is right now?
I hate it.

He left us for another girl.
But..hmm..I forgive him.
I just miss him.
Maybe?
If that's what you call it.

Whatever!

:'(

God has plans.
Hmm. I know God has a purpose why He allowed it to happen.

Quick Response to Cinderella Post

Nyah. After a long, cold, night bath, I rushed to open up the pc again.
Haha.
Thoughts are making me post something.
Nyahh.

Maybe, just maybe, if I'm Cinderella and situations are not going with the flow of the story, what would I do?
Nyahh, like I said in my previous post..if the glass slippers fit to my ugly, wicked stepsister..

Hmm, I'll talk to the Prince.
I'll tell him that it's not the slippers that counts.
It's the feelings.
I'll ask him to close his eyes and feel if my stepsister is the one he's looking for.

If, for some reasons, the prince is too bastard to know the truth, I'll accept it.
I'll not beg or cry.
I'll let him go because he's not worth it.
He does not feel that it's me.
He does not know the truth.
And so, he's not the one for me.

Nyahh.
Weird post isn't it?
Haha.
Weird things are going in my mind.

There's this post that I want to include here but I can't.
I haven't reviewed for my Business math Exam tomorrow.
Haha.
Well, a hint, it's also a fairy tale.
It's about Alice in Wonderland!
Haha.
What kind of thoughts do I have today?
Weird.
Haha.

Going Home with Now!

Wihh.
We were on our way home when this song was played.
I really love this.
Each line are so true! Haha.

"Now by MYMP"

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don't know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart.

Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.

Refrain:
Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

Chorus:
There's a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever.

There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus)
Ad Lib
(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus except last word)
(Repeat Chorus)

Coda:
We love each other now...

late posts

oh men!
I have to go now.
I have a lot of stories to tell.
Hmm...and most of them are about my experiences these past few days.
i wish I could find time tomorrow.
Nyahahha..
I need to tell it here.
:]]
Lessons I've learned.
Things that made me happy.
people I treasure.
And so on.

So.
Have a good night everyone.
God Bless Us!

August and Fireflies!

(photobucket.com)

August 2009 is too fast that I don't realize it's already turning to September.
Well, I had so much fun with this month.

Hmm..
One of the reasons why I love August is because it's Fireflies Month.

I just realized that I have seen a lot of fireflies this August.
It's been a while since I've seen that.
Nyihhh..
I really love frieflies.
:]]

Well, on my way home, I rode in the back ride of a tricycle.
I was near home when I noticed that there was a firefly in the hair of the driver.
I laughed terribly because the driver is touching his head.
Maybe it's itchy.
Haha.
The firefly is stuck in his hair.
Nyihh.
But after a while, teh firefly was gone already.
I looked on the paths we took and I saw great number of fireflies.
It's so beautiful.
I wish I have my sister's digicam with me.
(a dream impossible)
Hmm, It's so peaceful.

When I shifted to ride inside, I noticed that there was light on my Bible.
I looked at it and guess what?
It's a firefly.
Haha.
I caught it and put it in my hands.
I looked at it and it's so cute.
The lights flashing on and off.
:]]

I'm so blessed today that my sorrow turned into joy.
thanks to God for His wonderful ways.
:]]

P.S.
Fireflies have their lights to look for their mates.
They're lights are fading if they haven't found their mates and eventually die.

A very sad part of being a firefly.

Your Faithfulness

(from photobucket.com)

I was looking for a new song for me to learn.
And wihh, I found so many.
But this song really touched my heart.
It's very touching especially to those who are hopeless.
I mean to those who loose their hope.
Yep. LOOSE not LOSE.


Your Faithfulness
Brian Doerksen

I don't know what this day will bring
Will it be disappointing, filled with longed for things?
I don't know what tomorrow holds
Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness

I don't know if these clouds mean rain
If they do, will they pour down blessing or pain?
I don't know what the future holds
Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness

Certain as the rivers reach the sea
Certain as the sunrise in the east
I can rest in your faithfulness
Surer than a mother's tender love
Surer than the stars still shine above
I can rest in your faithfulness

I don't know how or when I'll die
Will it be a thief, or will I have a chance to say goodbye?
No, I don't know how much time is left
But in the end, I will know your faithfulness

When darkness overwhelms my soul
When thoughts and storms of doubt
Still I trust You are always faithful, always faithful

Certain as the rivers reach the sea
Certain as the sunrise in the east
I can rest in your faithfulness
Surer than a mother's tender love
Surer than the stars still shine above
I can rest in your faithfulness

I don't know what this day will bring
Will it be disappointing, filled with longed for things?
I don't know what tomorrow holds
Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness

Simplicity! Nyahhh! :]

(a nice image from photobucket.com)

It is amazing to realize that living in simplicity gives true contentment.
We go as we come to this world.
In the end, nothing is ours to keep.
So, let's share what we have..
SMILES, knowledge, hugs, GOOD WORDS, time and LOVE.

LOVE more.
Hate LESS.
Ignore CRITICS.
LOVE life.

It's really true.
Hmm.
Based on my experiences, being simple makes me unique to everyone.
Hmm, I'm not that materialistic.
Everything's going to end anyway.
Well, I'm just touched with this message.
Haha.
Especially the part which says:
IGNORE CRITICS.
Hmm. God Bless.
:]

SMILE

"SMILE"

Main Entry: ²smile

Function: noun

Date: 15th century

1 : a facial expression in which the eyes brighten and the corners of the mouth curve slightly upward and which expresses especially amusement, pleasure, approval, or sometimes scorn 2 : a pleasant or encouraging appearance

-Merriam Webster

There's a big impact happening to me right now..just because of a smile.
Hmmm..I've searched for quotes about smile and I found cute quotes for it..especially on this site.
Well, what I like most is this: Smile! It confuses people.
And my post for right now is about it. Hehe.

Beside the clouds, rainbows, stars, moon and everything in the sky, a smile also makes me happy. Hmm, I love it when people smiles at me. And of course, I love to smile too.

I always put a big smile on my face whenever I'm happy. But when I'm sad...hmmm I try to smile too. Why? Because God wants me to be glad always..(Philippians 4:4)..And I have read on a book that when you are sad, try to smile and later you will feel much better. Haha. (I've tried that before and it really works..*^^*)

Now, three smiles from yesterday and the other day before yesterday, confused me a lot. Haha. And up to now, I'm still confused about it. Well, I should not think about it. Right? Hehe. (it's a secret!! Shhhhh..*^^*)

Oh! I remember that one time when having my Personality Development Subject, the professor asked what's my asset. I answered that my asset is my smile. And trully, I love my smile. It's very unique (even if my sister always tell me that I have a fake smile..hmmp..). I really like it hehe. Smiling makes me feel good. And sometimes, I smile to strangers and eventually because of that smile, I meet them. Haha. But of course, there are strangers that I'm smiling but does not give back a smile.


P.S.: I know everything here is not in order. Haha. I noticed that too. IDEAS from my head forms too fast and because of that I can't write perfectly and in group. Haha. But I hope you understand everything and what I mean. :]

A Big Wave

I'm waving a big goodbye to everyone.
I'm very happy because for the third time, I watched my favorite movie again.
Haha.
I also heard Canon.
I missed watching movies so that's what I did this whole aftie.
Well, I'm very happy.
I am giving love to everyone.
Hugs and Kisses. XOXO.
Haha.
I'm really happy and I have a big smile on my face.
*^^*

Just dropped off the phone again.
Haha.

I am Yours, You are Mine

This is a song from my favorite movie, The Classic.

No ege Nan, Na ege No (I am yours, You are mine)
translation by: Goro-chan

*CHORUS*
I am yours, like the sun which sets
The beautiful memories are all from one place
Precious memories of the naive days together
Woo- they remain as a picture which has no regrets

You are mine and make the lonely times pass
You are the sunlight which shines on me
Your small white hand in mine
Like the sparkle of a jewel it makes the promise of eternity

* Repeat

You are mine, like a sad graduation song
You are still a small part of this hear tof mine
Your beauty glitters in your eyes
Like so many stars I hope you will always shine

* Repeat x 2

Message to be Remembered

These are Messages I received last night. So touching.

*Don't be like that. Don't focus on your problems. You can overcome it. Think Positive.

*Uhm just pray. We, your friends, are here.

*Life has full of problems but God knows you can overcome it. Just keep on praying and believing in Him.
Ge. Nyt2. Ingatz..switdrims. :-D

*"I'm your biggest fan. I'll follow you until you love me."

Bye Bye

I'll do my homework now.
Wihhh!!
I hope I'll have the right words to use.
Haha.
Ad I hope I'll not be interrupted with thoughts in my head!!..*^^*
God Bless everyone!
God loves you.

First Call

Wah!!

I never would have thought that will call me.
I just dropped of the phone right now.
Haha.
Although it's only because of school purposes.
Haha.
Well, I never really thought about that idea coming to life. Haha.
Nyahahaha.
There's a big on my face. *^^*
Well, I hope all my classmates will be present at school tomorrow morning. *^^*

Hahaha..
One shy thing is that I still haven't got my voice fixed yet.
I mean my voice is still too big because of cough and because of that thought that was talking to someone else.
Ihhhh..