No More Time

I have a few minutes left. I wasted one hour doing Photoshop and only to find out that what I'm doing is wrong. Haha. Too Bad.

I think I can't write the things I want to say write now but here are some ideas of what I want to write. I mean some of the titles. I hope I can make it. ^^

• Plans and Dreams
• Rainy Days
• How Great is my God
• One Smile
• Eyeglasses
  

My Happy List

Haha. These are the things that makes me happy..and I'm thankful for it.

1. Everytime I wake up.
It's a blessing. I'm happy that God gave me another chance to live.

2. music I hear
Oh! Everytime I hear my favorite songs, I really am happy. Haha. Especially the songs that reminds me of people I like and people I miss..^^

3. School Rumble
!!..This anime really makes me happy. I like the story and the characters...

4. Paramore
Hailey and the rest are so good. Their songs makes me calm and happy..^_____^

5. My Sassy Girl
As my all-time favorite movie, this makes me happy..

6. JST
makes me happy all the time...*^^*

7. God
of course!!..God makes me happy. he supplies everything I need. He gives me hope in everything and I believe that He answers my prayers!!..^^

8. friends
My friends, especially my churchmates, are the people who makes me happy.

9. going online
Opening my Facebook and Blogger..YM too..makes me happy. Especially if the person I'd like to talk to is also online. I love the computer. Haha. It gives me the cure to being bored.

10. talking
Now, I'm a silent type but I really love talking. I love to express my feelings especially when I'm happy..I'd like to share to the world the things that I've been experiencing!!..^^

11. clouds and sky
..ahh..looking at the clouds..makes me so happy..I enjoy those times..^^

12. _____
I'd leave that space for the things that I can't remember but makes me happy!!

I'm thankful for everything!!


Philippians 4:4
Always be glad because of the Lord! I will say it again: Be glad.

Be Happy!!

I want to be happy!!..The Bible says that I should be happy even though the things that happen to my life always makes me sad. Hmm. I know I can do it because God gives me the strength to face everything!!

Also, being sad or lonely is a sin. Everytime I am lonely, God is lonely too so I don't want Him to feel this thing!!..So I pray all the time!!

On my next post I'll show the lists of things that makes me happy!!..^^

Edward Cullen

haha. I really like this picture. Haha. This represents Edward Cullen from Twilight. BTW, this one's my churchmate. Look at his teeth..^^..Haha. Peace!!..^^

Rainy Afternoons

Every afternoon the rain pours. And I don't like it because I feel so lazy when it rains. And I can't use the pc because my sister does not go to her clinic everytime it rains. Omo!!..Poor me..

Oh yeah!..Because of not using the pc for how many days, I end up going to my Grandma's place. I went there all alone because I don't like to stay here. I'm too tired to be teased by my famly..also I'm tired hearing their complains...

Hmmmm...Now, I look outside and I hope it will not rain. The skies are dark but really I pray for sparing the rain today!!..^^

April and May

April 14-16
Youth Camp in Baguio

April 22
Praise and Worship Night

April 23-25
Gone to Grandma's House..

April 26
Maybe the Last day to ...

April 27
La-Ruth's Birthday

April 30-May 1
Overnight Conference in Cubao

May 2
Carl's Birthday..

May 3-16
Go to Grandma's House again!!

May 12-14
Kids Camp

May 11
Buda's Birthday

May 12
Kuya elmz Birthday

May 16
Ate Carla, Joseph and Milo's Birthday

May 25
Jontin's Birthday. My one year to church and enrollment.

May 26
One year of being friends!

May 27
Paramore Trip!


I got this idea from F8. Haha. So happy!!..God Bless!!

Broken Dreams

When I was still a child, I wished to be a teacher.

When I entered high school, I wished to be a nurse.

When I was in 4th Year High School, I wished to be a graphic artist.

I have so many professions that I really like.
But the profession which I like the most to happen is to be a graphic artist.

I'm taking up Bachelor of Science in International and Hospitality Management.

A profession that is too far from what I dream of becoming.

I regret that I did not persuade my mom.

Now, I'm too sad for my specialty but God has a purpose so I will accept the fact that the dream I want will never happen!!..

Playing Guitar!!

I learned to play guitar when I was in 2nd Year High School. From then on I played it all the time. I stopped playing that instrument when I became first year college and now I'm learning to play it again. Haha.

Too inspired with some music and hmmm. I want to play the guitar for God's glory. Haha. I pray for the patience. ^^

Inspirations!!

God is so wonderful. He never plans without a thrill. He never puts a way without a purpose. He never sets a life without a promise. Remember you are always in the hands of God.

The journey to God starts with one small step at a time. He does not expect You to run the mile but He promises to give You the strength to go the distance. Do not be afraid to step forward.

God's Way is the Best:

One day I asked God for a bunch of beautiful flowers, but He gave me a cactus plant with thorns.
Later, I asked Him to give me butterflies, but He gave me worms.

I was disappointed and I wept. But a few days later, I noticed that the cactus bloomed with beautiful flowers and the worms soon became butterflies.

God wants us to wait for the right time for He knows what is best in His own perfect time.

Msgs

A hidden feeling in someone's heart is exactly the opposite of what the brain wants to imply. Simply, the more you keep it, the more it is seen.

Be not afraid of endings, for beyond endings are new beginnings. You may lose the good but you will find the better. And you may lose the better but you will find the best.

Don't expect anything from anyone. Expectations hurt. When you don't expect, every moment is a surprise and every surprise brings happiness.

Someday, we will forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain. We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran the race. So smile, laugh, forgive, believe and love over and over again. Keep dreaming. Keep loving.

Sometimes we just have to let go of someone who matters to us. Not because we want to, but because we have to. Because it's the right thing to do. Let us remember that we can't force anyone to love us. We can't beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else.This is what love is all about. However, the end of love is not the end of life. It should be the beginning of understanding that love leaves for a reason and leaves with a lesson.

Missing someone is not about how long it has been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you last talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

The Scandals

yeah!

smiling face!!..^^

sleeping Jay

sleeping Luis

looking to the sky

gangstah boy!!

problematic boy|!!

half-face

hunting the chicken

problematic boy smiles..

Edward Cullen

the hand..^^

son..father..grandpa..(the lips..)

what a face??..^^

Family Pictures

ACCF Antipolo with Godfrey and missing Jontin

Youth on their own ways

Unity!

The Mansion

Strawberry Girls

Me with ACCf Cubao Youths

Antipolo with Pastor Ric..(COMPLETE)

Peace!

Botanical Garden

New Sisters and Brothers

Haha. I met new friends from ACCF Cainta, Cubao, Pangasinan. ^^. I love them and I thank God because I met them. I haven't realized that we could be closer than what we have thought. At first we are very shy to each other but as one day ended we became super close!..

Even the Yuths of ACCF Antipolo. We have unity now and I pray that God will stengthen our bonds so that we will never be moved by the enemy.

I can't believe that there is a complete unity between us..^^

Loving God

Wihhh..After our Youth Camp, I know I stepped up. I am promoted by faith. I know that. I believe. Youth Camp 2009 opened my eyes to see things that are really important.

I learned that love is not the first thing I should prioritize. Although I know that ever since but Youth Camp changed me. I mean God changed me. Hmmm. Now, I'm mature enough to think about serving God first. Wholeheartedly.

I want to serve God to return His greatness into my life. I want to thank Him and shout to everyone.(if I can)..that God loves us. He sent His Son here..Jesus..to save us. Jesus made no sin but He was punished for our sin so that we will be holy and righteous to God's eyes. He suffered so that we could be saved. Everyone can be save if they will accept Jesus Christ as their Saviour. I f they could turn back to their sins. ^^

I really thank God for this wonderful feeling I am feeling rght now. I wish everyone will feel this. I wish they will accept Jesus because Jesus can really bless more than anything you can think of..^^

I love God and now I'm so committed to everything. I'm ding everything for Him. Thank Him because He saved me and He loves me so much!!!..^^

Trust Him

Trust Him. Trust God. I know He's not yet finish to my life. Hmmm. Trust Him fully.

Going Baguio!

WIHHHH..I'm excited on our Camp. We will go to Baguio tomorrow...(I think it's not tomorrow for the bus that we will have will leave at midnight on Tuesday!!..)haha..^^

But really I'm excited because I want to see those magnificent scenes...Hmmm..although some place there where not that beautiful because of garbage and new houses..

cool..!..photoshop!

I love Photoshop!!!...*^^*..I made some cute GIF images and I enjoy it. Thanks to my classmate..Aneng!!..That's what I call her..haha..

I first learned Photoshop when I was in Third Year High School. That was one of our subjects. I remember that the first lesson we had on Photoshop was cleaning the images. I mean there are black spots and we use the "Clone Stamp" to remove those unwanted spots.

WE also used the Dodge Tool and many more. The last thing we did is to make our own magazine using Photoshop. I made mine and I really like my frontpage!...^^

Now, I'm still learning new techniques in Photoshop...and making GIF images is a new one!!..^^

Browsing

It's 11:03. Haha. I went to a site where I can see my classmate's pictures. I saw their pics on the outing that they had. I wish I could join them that time but I can't. Haha. They did enjoy. I saw those people with their smiles. Hmmmm..It's ok. I hope. I know I can see themsome other time. ^^

Amazed!

Whoa!..I was reading my classmates blog and saw this amazing kiddo who plays the guitar well. He's just 13 years ld. Well, I like what he played. Haha. My favorite eversince..Guess what?....Canon D..and also..He is a korean!!..haha..wish him luck!!

hot days

?..^^..?

It's a very hot day. The water from the bathroom was so hot since yesterday. I really hate hot water because my eyes are too sensitive. I mean, like today, when I washed my face and took a bath, the water that is hot made my eyes itchy. OMO!!..I did get an ice to stop the itchiness. (*itchy*)...

Hmmm, I always like cold days. I do not complain when it's cold because i have my favorite jacket with me..^^..But when it's hot...I can't use it and I don't get out of the house frequently!!

Proceed!

Oh Yeah!. I remember my other post where I said that I've been waiting for a certain message. This morning, I had that message. It was 12:08am. Midnight. ^^. I received that message. Although it sounds mad, I still thank God because I received that message.!

P and P

Pride and Prejudice

Oh!. Yesterday and the other day, I can't use the PC. My sister is at home so I was stuck on my room, reading Pride and Prejudice.

I read Volume 1 Chapter 22 to Volume 2 Chapter 18, yesterday. It took me two hours and half , to read the whole thing. I was not that bored but I stopped reading because I was hungry. I also read while in bed. Lying again!..Haha. (think I'm lazy?..naah..I'm not...hehe..a little bit is fine..^^)

I enjoy reading that book. Jane Austen is really a good author. I want to have her other 3 novels: Mansfield Park, Northanger Abby and Persuasion. Haha. I finished reading Sense and Sensibility last Monday, I think....And after Pride and Prejudice, I'll be reading Emma.

Saturdays...

I woke up at past 9 this morning. I'm so tired because last night from 8pm until 2am, I watched my DVDs. Haha. Teary-eyed me. Hmmm. I was in the mood of watching movies last night so I only slept few hours.

BTW, Saturday!!..Hmmm..New Day!..Haha. Well, I have to go to church later. We have a practice. I hope I can go home early and I hope I can serve God the way He wanted me to serve Him. ^^

I listened to Paramore while lying on my bed. Looking at the clouds. Haha. What a nice, hot day is it today! I hope everything will be fine until night comes.

Under Those Clouds

yes!. From "Kill These Fears", I changed again my url and title. I got this title this morning. I locked myself in the room. I listened to PARAMORE. Haha. And there, lying in bed, I looked at the sky from the open window and this line came up to my mind. I wished that nobody has the same url and hahaha...luckily, no one owns it so it's mine.

MINE already!!...Hahaha..^^

Welcome to my BLOG!!

http://underthoseclouds.blogspot.com/

P.S.
This is my last change. I'm satisfied already. haha.

Arguments

I'm so tired of arguments. I'm tired of talking so when I have a bad mood about my sisters and my mom, I lock myself and close my eyes and listen to songs that usually calms me. I'm just tired of talking.

Oh! I remember that I was asked by my mom about a certain issue and I answered her on my mind--not verbally. She got mad because i did not answer her questions and I smiled because I answered her but it was just all in my mind and I forgot to say what's on my mind. Haha.

Who am I?

I was listening to the radio and had a thought about radio stations playing secular songs. I asked in my mind if they can play non-secular songs and suddenly when I changed the channel, a secular radio station played a Christian song which is "Who am I" . It is a song by Casting Crowns.

I remember that last year; there was a presentation on our church about Father's Day. We had a play and this is the background song.

Line of Clouds

This afternoon, I got tired of reading Pride and Prejudice so I went outside the house to breathe some air. I looked at the sky and I saw a great line of clouds. It's so cute so I took the camera to take some and that's why I have these pics. I hope you enjoy it. ^^

forgetting DISORDER

Omo!..Since I was a child I always forget the things that I have to do. For example, I have to draw something or write something and I forget it all the time. I also had this memory from the past that when I was in Kindergarten and in the Elementary Days, I always forget where I placed my pencil or pen or notebooks and test papers which I need.

I also forget the things like watching a TV Program that I've been waiting for weeks and also!..Most of all.

I remember that I am an Honor Student on Grade 1. I have an award which is First Honorable Mention on the Recognition Day. The program was held Saturday morning. I woke up that day and I told my mom that I think I forgot something. That in my dreams I dreamed that I have a program to attend to. Too bad, that it was not a dream. It's true and I did not got my award on stage because I forget that that day was the Recognition Day but the teachers gave it to my mom when the grades are released.

Now, I still have that attitude or character of forgetting things. Huhu. I always forget that's why I always miss the things that are special. I don't know what to do. Huhu...

but WAIT

Hmmm. I am waiting for a message. On April 13, it will be one month. I mean, I am waiting for that message since "March 13" but maybe it won't come. It's a message to my cellphone. I'm still waiting even if it's too late because MAYBE he will reply to me again. It's impossible. Very impossible to happen but I'm waiting. I'm waiting for nothing but I'm still waiting. I'll never be tired of waiting.

Last night, (very late..i think it's already half minute before midnight) I can't sleep. I got up from bed. I picked my cd player and listened to Paramore. The first song was "Here We Go Again" and the next one was "Miracle".

I like the line in "Miracle" which is:

I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable
I just want, no
I just need this pain to end right here

Hmmm. Yeah! Last night is like the other nights when I lie in bed. Wide awake. Listening to Paramore. Thinking of that person. Singing in my mind. Thinking what did I do why that person does not talk to me anymore.

(Back to waiting!!) I've been waiting. Waiting for weeks and now I hope not that it will turn to a month or months. No! Please don't.

excerpt from my notes

This is a letter written in Filipino. I wrote this last week. April 2, 2009. It's for someone but I think that that person will never ever read this..haha

To ...,

Good Eve! Siguro maganda ang gabi mo pero sa akin maganda rin kasi maganda ang langit. May moon and stars. Maganda rin naman ung araw ko kasi xmpre buhay pa ako and kahit maraming negative na nangyayari sa akin at minsan gusto kong "magpahinga" eh thankful pa rin ako kay Lord.

I find it hard na isulat ang pangalan mo lalo na (kahit mejo malayo) kapag naririnig or nakakakita ako ng pangalan mo sa TV or Computer or kahit saan. Basta ang hirap lang...hehe?

Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi mo na ako kinakausap. Siguro ilang ka na naman. Hmmm...hindi ko rin alam kung ano na naman ba ung ginawa ko kaya ganyan ka ulit.

Akala ko ok na. Akala ko talaga kasi kinakausap mo na ako nung past few months. Hay! Ewan...

Hmmm...Kausapin mo ako. Sabihin mo sa akin kung ano ung ginawa ko. Sabihin mo kasi na-e-ewan ako kapag naiisip ko na galit ka sa akin. I hope hindi and I hope na mali lang talaga ako pero kung tama ako sabihin mo kasi basta. Ok?

Hmmm..sorry ha! Ang kulit ko and ako 'to. Well,minsan ung pinapakita ko eh hindi naman talaga ako. Like, I smile frequently and I look happy...yun kasi dapat pero pag mag-isa ako..un na..hehe..ewan? Emo? hehe..hindi..ayoko nga sa emo eh...diba?..diba?

Aun sige..God Bless!!!

-Nanette Jan

P.S.
Ito ung ilan sa mga bagay na gusto kong sabihin sa iyo pero di ko masabi. Hmmm...

I used the smallest font for some reasons...Hmmm. I wrote this letter when I was alone at home and my heart is breaking..^^..I just want to post it here. I hope everyone understands why...

.sunset.

cool!!

curvy paths

cotton tree!!!

feathery!!

bye sun..T_T

hello moon!!

nice paths..

yellow!!..fire..

Whoa!. I was fascinated by the clouds so I took some pictures. Sunset is so cool and here are the pics I got. Thanks to my neighbor for allowing me to take some pics on their balcony. I asked their permission because there are plenty of wires down so I have to go up to take these fascinating pictures. Thank God for these scenes. ^^

- (April 07, 2009)