Star in the Midst of the Rain

"It was that star. His planet."

A short walk to home and it's raining hard.
I rushed to be at home quickly because I'm soaking wet.
I paused for a while.
Shocked to see that during this rain, that star is still visible to the eyes.
It's a little hard to see a star while raining.
I think once in a blue moon. :]]
And, I just remember a day from the past.
So upside-down!!
Unexplainable feeling!

nyah.
God loves me.

Doodles!

Sad Thoughts Keep Coming

Oh!
Last night I was doing my homework in Theology.
I was in our living room with my sister.
She was listening to her CD's when she was in college.
We had a little chit-chat.
Well, of course, I was doing my homework and she was playing a game from the PSP.
While doing our own things, there's this song that was played for an infinite time. :P
We bought like it although it was new to my ear.

Hmm. My sister told me that she was listening to that song in her CD player when she was in college.
She's sitting in the gazebo or corridors and sometimes in the fire exit all alone while listening to that.
I felt too sad while she was telling her story.
Hmm, I realized then that I was a little bit the same with her.
I also sit alone in the school gazebo with my CD player.
Hmm. She told me that while listening to that she remembers something.
Memories!
Sad memories!

Haha.
So then, last night, after our talk, we listened to that song all over again..until I finished my homework in Theo!

So what are the thoughts that bothers me?
Hmm..people.
Two people I dearly love.
Nyah.
One from my high school days.
One from my present days..

Sometimes the people that we want really can't be like us the way we want it to be.
Hay!

What else?
Oh! I'm just posting this not to hurt '''''' but it's just that I have to release my sadness.
Haha.
I'm happy, of course, but hmm..I'm just wondering.
Whatever!!

There..There..There
I don't know.
Nyahh.

S.S.

Silent Sanctuary is one of my favorite bands in the Philippines.
It was our 3rd Year summer break when I first heard their song.
The title of it is "Ikaw Lamang".
I love the music because it has violin and cello.
Not only that. The lyrics are so cool too.
Hmm.
Now, it's been years.
I still enjoy their songs.
I wish I could have their first album.
Then the second album!



Nyahh.
They have a new song.
The title is "Hiling".
I like the video of it.
And again.
Memories of the past keeps coming back.
Haha.

I miss my high school friends!
Hmm.

:]

Because of Gummy Worms

(from photobucket)

Having my last subject for today, I think of eating gummy worms.

Haha. I thought about buying gummy worms right after my last subject..(which is Math)
But hmm I searched for someone first.
It's been a week from July 24..haha..

I went to Cyber Siena to look for "kiseki"..(it's a japanese word)
Hmm..unluckily..I did not saw kiseki.
So I decided to go home already.
On my way out from school, I stopped to a nearby store to buy gummy worms.
Haha.
While I was paying, kiseki went out to the gate.
Haha.
I laughed and smiled a bit because I saw kiseki.
There's no chance to see kiseki because our school is too big.
Hmm..But I still saw kiseki because of gummy worms.
I love gummy worms!!.
Haha.

One thing I realize is that when I try to do things by my own, I end up failing
but when I surrender everything to God, everything goes well. *^^*

Haha.
God Loves Us.
Smile!

I have to go now. Filipino and Tennis exam tomorrow morning.
God Bless. I pray that I'll have good grades.
Yipeee!!

P.S. Kiseki did not see me but it's all right.
Ahmm..Haha.
I also have 75 posts for July. I beat my June post. Yipee! :]

This is a story of ICONS

Legend:

as Faith
as Chary

as God's Gift

Haha.
When I was in Grade 1 (Elementary), I have 2 friends from a Christian School.
Yep! I'm studying in a Christian School..(because I'm a Christian).
Hmm, we were classmates only on Grade 1 because both 3 of us transferred to another school by Grade 2.
I have no idea where transferred while me and transferred on the same school but by Grade 3, left.
Hmmm.

1 and half months after my high school graduation, 's mom contacted my mom.
She invited my mom to their church and told her that is also there.
I was having my problem that time and was not attending the church for 2 months because I am mad about the fact that I was enrolled on a University not in Manila.
But, I decided to go to church that day. (It was May 25.)

The service was good.
The message from God is super striking to me.
Hmmm and most of all, I saw and. Haha.
I'm happy that I was with them again.
By afternoon, invited me to come again because there are two people celebrating their birthday.
I went home then and decided to go back there.

It was that night then that I met .
Someone I never thought of meeting of.
We had our first talk that night on the balcony.
We talked about the courses that we took.
Haha. Guess what?
got the course that I really wanted on the school that I dreamed of.
(I was still in 4th Year High School and I asked my mom if I could take that course in that school but she did not allow me.)
Hmmm, Kismet No. 1!

And is the classmate of from Grade 2-Grade 6.
I would be their classmate if I transferred on the same school where and is.
Haha.
Kismet No. 2

I would also meet sooner than May 25, 2008 if I attended to our church (now) weeks before May 25.
Kismet No. 3

Hmmm..Thinking about it, there are a lot of chances that I can meet sooner than before but really God has His own time. Hmmm, and bad things happen (mostly because of me) between me and and 's family for a reason which now I realize. Because of those things, I became more mature than before but (not totally mature..)
Well, I know now my mistakes and I'll change. *^^*

Back to kismet, hmmm, maybe there'll be too many chances when I can meet or see again on places and on times that I don't expect. Haha. And when that time comes, I'll be very thankful to God. *^^* Hmm also, even if I don't see Him, I thank God. God should be thanked everything on this world. *^^*

movies

I was going to watch one of my favorite movies (The Classic) again
but buffering is slow so I decided to check on something.

Haha.
It's true!!
My Sassy Girl is based on a true story.
And I found the site of the Korean who wrote it.
Ahh!!
I wish Korean fonts will be available on our pc already.
Haha.
I'll ask my sister about it.
Well.
I'm really happy that I found it.
It's really my favorite!

Haha.
And, I closed the The Classic movie.
I have to finish up my homework so I got to go.
*^^*

Bye pipz!!

Canon.

Pachelbel's Canon.
Ahh!
I found the best and complete Canon.
Haha.
And currently I'm listening to it.
Hihihi.
I'm so happy.
Hmmm.
I really love and remember everything.
haha.
I love Canon so much.
It's my MOST, MOST, MOST favorite music of all.
Sorry if it's my most rather than worship songs.
I really love this song.
Hehe.
Even though it's instrumental.

BTW, this would be my last post for today.
I hope I can post the things that I want to share:
Ferdinand Magellan VS. Ferdinand Marcos,
Lapu-lapu Trivia.

Haha.
There are a lot of funny things that happened today.

God Bless everyone.
*^^*

..tan-tananan-tananan-tanananananan...

A Message of Hope

Yesterday, I was asking God for a message that I would want to hear.
And when I was at the church, the pastor said,
"I know this message is what we need these days."
Haha.
A smile was painted on my face.
And that morning, that was the passage that I was reading.
Romans 8:18-39.

Romans 8:25 is one of my most favorite verse.
Hmm.
I'll write here the notes of what we had discussed yesterday at church.

The Message of Hope
Romans 8:18-39

I. Our future glory gives us hope and motivates us in facing our present sufferings.

Romans 8:18

II. Our hope rests in Jesus Christ, the One that will liberate the creation bondage of evil and decay.

Romans 8:19-22

III. We wait and we hope for the liberation and redemption of our bodies. (salvation.)

Romans 8:23

IV. We believe and hope for what we do not yet have and we must wait for it patiently.

Romans 8:25

V.For the Christian, even if we are suffering, there is no such thing as hopeless situation.

Romans 8:28

VI. Nothing and no one but in Jesus Christ alone can we live in a constant state of hope.

Romans 8:31, 38-39

I'm really blessed yesterday. I know that even if I don't have the things and people that I want, I still have God. And, there is still hope with everything. Haha. God Bless Everyone.

Romans 8:18-39

¹⁸I am sure that what we are suffering now cannot compare with the glory that will be shown to us.

¹⁹In fact, all creation is eagerly waiting for God to show who his children are.

²⁰Meanwhile, creation is confused, but not because it wants to be confused. God made it this way in the hope

²¹that creation would be set free from decay and would share in the glorious freedom of his children.

²²We know that all creation is still groaning and is in pain, like a woman about to give birth.

²³The Spirit makes us sure about what we will be in the future. But now we groan silently, while we wait for God to show that we are his children. This means that our bodies will also be set free.

²⁴And this hope is what saves us. But if we already have what we hope for, there is no need to keep on hoping.

²⁵However, we hope for something we have not yet seen, and we patiently wait for it.

²⁶In certain ways we are weak, but the Spirit is here to help us. For example, when we don't know what to pray for, the Spirit prays for us in ways that cannot be put into words.

²⁷All of our thoughts are known to God. He can understand what is in the mind of the Spirit, as the Spirit prays for God's people.

²⁸We know that God is always at work for the good of everyone who loves him. They are the ones God has chosen for his purpose,

²⁹and he has always known who his chosen ones would be. He had decided to let them become like his own Son, so that his Son would be the first of many children.

³⁰God then accepted the people he had already decided to choose, and he has shared his glory with them.

³¹What can we say about all this? If God is on our side, can anyone be against us?

³²God did not keep back his own Son, but he gave him for us. If God did this, won't he freely give us everything else?

³³If God says his chosen ones are acceptable to him, can anyone bring charges against them? ³⁴Or can anyone condemn them? No indeed! Christ died and was raised to life, and now he is at God's right side, speaking to him for us.

³⁵Can anything separate us from the love of Christ? Can trouble, suffering, and hard times, or hunger and nakedness, or danger and death?

³⁶It is exactly as the Scriptures say,

"For you we face death

all day long.

We are like sheep

on their way

to be butchered."

³⁷In everything we have won more than a victory because of Christ who loves us.

³⁸I am sure that nothing can separate us from God's love--not life or death, not angels or spirits, not the present or the future,

³⁹and not powers above or powers below. Nothing in all creation can separate us from God's love for us in Christ Jesus our Lord!

Finally, The Thing That I've Been Waiting For.

Rainbow makes me so happy. Ahh! Thank God I saw one today. I was too sad because of a "love thing" but hmmm that rainbow that God has sent reminded me that God loves me. I pray that I can see the good thing beyond the not returned love. Haha. God Bless everyone. This is an accidental shot. All these were not really intened. Haha. I just accidentaly saw this rainbow when I was taking up the other pictures. Haha.