Paramore :'(

It was a very long time ago since I heard Paramore's music again.
Nyah.
Actually, today I heard the whole album unintentionally.
Why?
Uhm, it's because my sister listened to it and of course it was heard throughout the house.
Hmm. Memories!
Memories came rushing through my mind.
Yahh. A bit sad because I love Paramore.
Their music. Of course is what I love most.
Nyah. Sad memories were flashed back to me because back from the past, I always listen to their songs whenever I'm sad.
Mostly because of 0-0.
Haha.

Past.
PAST.

--These scars, they will not fade away.--

Star in the Midst of the Rain

"It was that star. His planet."

A short walk to home and it's raining hard.
I rushed to be at home quickly because I'm soaking wet.
I paused for a while.
Shocked to see that during this rain, that star is still visible to the eyes.
It's a little hard to see a star while raining.
I think once in a blue moon. :]]
And, I just remember a day from the past.
So upside-down!!
Unexplainable feeling!

nyah.
God loves me.

"Love God's Gift"

I was reviewing for half an hour when I decided to turn on the pc again.
Haha.
I miss someone today.
Yepyepyep.
Hmm..and because of that I can't review much..
(hehe..B.I.)
Well, after posting this blog, I'll be turning off the pc again and review.
I'll try hard.

Ahmm. It's already 7:18pm.
Wihh!
And I want to write something about that someone but I don't know what I'll write.
hehe.

Oh! Patience.
Wiihhh.
I have to be patient right?
Because even if I don't know if he likes me or not?
And even if today is not yet the right time?
And even if he likes someone else right now..(which I hope not)..
I'll still endure the pain because I like him so much.
Haha.

I'd like to share one thing from this afternoon on my way home.
I saw a shirt (from someone sitting in front of me on the jeep).
It says on his shirt..
"Love God's Gift"
Haha.
A big smile went into my face because of those words.
Well, I hope you understand what I mean.

Hmm..I like him so much.
I just hope he's the one from God.
But even if he's not, I'll still accept what God has for me.
Because only God knows what's best for me.
Haha.

Goodnight everyone.
God Bless.

Exam tomorrow.
*^^*

This is a story of ICONS

Legend:

as Faith
as Chary

as God's Gift

Haha.
When I was in Grade 1 (Elementary), I have 2 friends from a Christian School.
Yep! I'm studying in a Christian School..(because I'm a Christian).
Hmm, we were classmates only on Grade 1 because both 3 of us transferred to another school by Grade 2.
I have no idea where transferred while me and transferred on the same school but by Grade 3, left.
Hmmm.

1 and half months after my high school graduation, 's mom contacted my mom.
She invited my mom to their church and told her that is also there.
I was having my problem that time and was not attending the church for 2 months because I am mad about the fact that I was enrolled on a University not in Manila.
But, I decided to go to church that day. (It was May 25.)

The service was good.
The message from God is super striking to me.
Hmmm and most of all, I saw and. Haha.
I'm happy that I was with them again.
By afternoon, invited me to come again because there are two people celebrating their birthday.
I went home then and decided to go back there.

It was that night then that I met .
Someone I never thought of meeting of.
We had our first talk that night on the balcony.
We talked about the courses that we took.
Haha. Guess what?
got the course that I really wanted on the school that I dreamed of.
(I was still in 4th Year High School and I asked my mom if I could take that course in that school but she did not allow me.)
Hmmm, Kismet No. 1!

And is the classmate of from Grade 2-Grade 6.
I would be their classmate if I transferred on the same school where and is.
Haha.
Kismet No. 2

I would also meet sooner than May 25, 2008 if I attended to our church (now) weeks before May 25.
Kismet No. 3

Hmmm..Thinking about it, there are a lot of chances that I can meet sooner than before but really God has His own time. Hmmm, and bad things happen (mostly because of me) between me and and 's family for a reason which now I realize. Because of those things, I became more mature than before but (not totally mature..)
Well, I know now my mistakes and I'll change. *^^*

Back to kismet, hmmm, maybe there'll be too many chances when I can meet or see again on places and on times that I don't expect. Haha. And when that time comes, I'll be very thankful to God. *^^* Hmm also, even if I don't see Him, I thank God. God should be thanked everything on this world. *^^*

Eating Swiss Chocolates

Before going to our room, my mom handed me a small Swiss Chocolate.
And while blogging, I'm eating it.
Haha.
It tastes so good.
Yum Yum!!

The name of the Swiss Chocolate is:
Swiss Gold

Haha.
I really love chocolates..

Although I was not supposed to eat this because I still have a bit cough.

Hmm, I was not also supposed to be back here and do blogging,
but I can't finish up my homeworks when I have this thought on my mind.
Haha.
Yup!
After I post my next article, I'll be out.

Haha.

movies

I was going to watch one of my favorite movies (The Classic) again
but buffering is slow so I decided to check on something.

Haha.
It's true!!
My Sassy Girl is based on a true story.
And I found the site of the Korean who wrote it.
Ahh!!
I wish Korean fonts will be available on our pc already.
Haha.
I'll ask my sister about it.
Well.
I'm really happy that I found it.
It's really my favorite!

Haha.
And, I closed the The Classic movie.
I have to finish up my homework so I got to go.
*^^*

Bye pipz!!

once in a while

This is a phenomenon that I always wait for.
But for another time around, I haven't seen it again.
Hay!
Someday, I hope I'll see an eclipse.

Canon Mode

Whoa.
I hav to meet my classmate on SM Taytay for our report.
I stayed there for one hour waiting for her but it's all right haha.
I enjoyed the whole one hour.
*^^*

Well, here's the story.
While waiting I decided to look for cd's.
Haha.
So I went to the CD station.

I saw 3 cd's from Paramore.
Wihh.
And I remembered that this September, they will be releasing their new album.
Haha.

Then, I saw CD's and DVD's from Hillsong.
I love that CD and DVD and it's worth 600.
Haha.
Too costy but worth it.

Next stop is the CD from Rico Blanco baby!!
Haha.
It's super cool.
Just one left.
Ahhh!!
I really wish I have one.
Haha.
I love his songs..
most especially the..Your Universe!

Next stop was CD's from different foreign artists and bands such as:
Jason Mraz, Red Jumpsuit, Click 5, and so on.

Lastly, Wah!!
Will you believe?
Haha.
I found what I've been looking for.
I searched for it for too long.
And on my last stop, I found it.
Haha.
A complete CD containing all my favorite Piano Classics.
Yup!Yup!Yup!
It does contain Pachelbel's Canon and Gymnopedie and 25 more.
Haha.

It's worth 500.
Too costly again.
Hay!!
I wish I could buy that CD.
It's just one left.
Huhu.
I really like to have that.
Why?
Oh of course, because it's the only CD that I've been looking for.
Been looking for one year and it's the only CD there that contains Pachelbel's Canon!
Yipee!

I hope I can buy it.
Soon before it's gone.

Canon.

Pachelbel's Canon.
Ahh!
I found the best and complete Canon.
Haha.
And currently I'm listening to it.
Hihihi.
I'm so happy.
Hmmm.
I really love and remember everything.
haha.
I love Canon so much.
It's my MOST, MOST, MOST favorite music of all.
Sorry if it's my most rather than worship songs.
I really love this song.
Hehe.
Even though it's instrumental.

BTW, this would be my last post for today.
I hope I can post the things that I want to share:
Ferdinand Magellan VS. Ferdinand Marcos,
Lapu-lapu Trivia.

Haha.
There are a lot of funny things that happened today.

God Bless everyone.
*^^*

..tan-tananan-tananan-tanananananan...

A Message of Hope

Yesterday, I was asking God for a message that I would want to hear.
And when I was at the church, the pastor said,
"I know this message is what we need these days."
Haha.
A smile was painted on my face.
And that morning, that was the passage that I was reading.
Romans 8:18-39.

Romans 8:25 is one of my most favorite verse.
Hmm.
I'll write here the notes of what we had discussed yesterday at church.

The Message of Hope
Romans 8:18-39

I. Our future glory gives us hope and motivates us in facing our present sufferings.

Romans 8:18

II. Our hope rests in Jesus Christ, the One that will liberate the creation bondage of evil and decay.

Romans 8:19-22

III. We wait and we hope for the liberation and redemption of our bodies. (salvation.)

Romans 8:23

IV. We believe and hope for what we do not yet have and we must wait for it patiently.

Romans 8:25

V.For the Christian, even if we are suffering, there is no such thing as hopeless situation.

Romans 8:28

VI. Nothing and no one but in Jesus Christ alone can we live in a constant state of hope.

Romans 8:31, 38-39

I'm really blessed yesterday. I know that even if I don't have the things and people that I want, I still have God. And, there is still hope with everything. Haha. God Bless Everyone.

Romans 8:18-39

¹⁸I am sure that what we are suffering now cannot compare with the glory that will be shown to us.

¹⁹In fact, all creation is eagerly waiting for God to show who his children are.

²⁰Meanwhile, creation is confused, but not because it wants to be confused. God made it this way in the hope

²¹that creation would be set free from decay and would share in the glorious freedom of his children.

²²We know that all creation is still groaning and is in pain, like a woman about to give birth.

²³The Spirit makes us sure about what we will be in the future. But now we groan silently, while we wait for God to show that we are his children. This means that our bodies will also be set free.

²⁴And this hope is what saves us. But if we already have what we hope for, there is no need to keep on hoping.

²⁵However, we hope for something we have not yet seen, and we patiently wait for it.

²⁶In certain ways we are weak, but the Spirit is here to help us. For example, when we don't know what to pray for, the Spirit prays for us in ways that cannot be put into words.

²⁷All of our thoughts are known to God. He can understand what is in the mind of the Spirit, as the Spirit prays for God's people.

²⁸We know that God is always at work for the good of everyone who loves him. They are the ones God has chosen for his purpose,

²⁹and he has always known who his chosen ones would be. He had decided to let them become like his own Son, so that his Son would be the first of many children.

³⁰God then accepted the people he had already decided to choose, and he has shared his glory with them.

³¹What can we say about all this? If God is on our side, can anyone be against us?

³²God did not keep back his own Son, but he gave him for us. If God did this, won't he freely give us everything else?

³³If God says his chosen ones are acceptable to him, can anyone bring charges against them? ³⁴Or can anyone condemn them? No indeed! Christ died and was raised to life, and now he is at God's right side, speaking to him for us.

³⁵Can anything separate us from the love of Christ? Can trouble, suffering, and hard times, or hunger and nakedness, or danger and death?

³⁶It is exactly as the Scriptures say,

"For you we face death

all day long.

We are like sheep

on their way

to be butchered."

³⁷In everything we have won more than a victory because of Christ who loves us.

³⁸I am sure that nothing can separate us from God's love--not life or death, not angels or spirits, not the present or the future,

³⁹and not powers above or powers below. Nothing in all creation can separate us from God's love for us in Christ Jesus our Lord!

Finally, The Thing That I've Been Waiting For.

Rainbow makes me so happy. Ahh! Thank God I saw one today. I was too sad because of a "love thing" but hmmm that rainbow that God has sent reminded me that God loves me. I pray that I can see the good thing beyond the not returned love. Haha. God Bless everyone. This is an accidental shot. All these were not really intened. Haha. I just accidentaly saw this rainbow when I was taking up the other pictures. Haha.

God Has Plans

Hmm.
Everything turned out to be something that I don't expect.
Well, that's for today.
Hay!!
Guess what?

Hmm.
I t was a sunny morning in Siena College.
I thought this would be an ordinary day for me but it was not.
Thoughts from my head came again during my Theo Class which resulted to an interference on my studies.

While in my Tourism class, we had our permanent sitting arrangement.
When I thought that "the-one-I-like-to-be-my-seatmate" will be my seatmate, I am too happy.
Ahhh!!
But of course that "the-one-I-like-to-be-my-seatmate" did not became my seatmate.
Freaking day!

Here's the story:
Well, I'm too excited with my Tourism class because I reviewed so hard last night.
And also because of our seating arraangement,.
Well that happened this morning.

I'm in the third row.
The professor called on to the name of that my friend
That one was not yet on our room, late person!..Nyah!!
Oh BTW, that "the-one-I-like-to-be-my-seatmate" is one of my friends.
My friend was supposed to be my actual seatmate.
Ahh!!. But some thing happened.
And my friend did not became my seatmate.
Instead, my friend belongs to the opposite of my row.
All because, my friend was late and not there.
Bad Trip!!

Wihh!!
Another one is that I remember so many thoughts this afternoon.
During our Theology Class.
Ahh!
It's really something.
I don't like my Theology class because the teachings that they have are some times wrong.
But I can't blame them because that's what they know.
But really, someday I'll bring up the question and God's real message.
Hmm. Thinking of that thought I opened up my Bible.
It was accidentaly opened to Isaiah 37:6.

Another thought that i had was about 0-0.
That man-who-can't-be-moved.
Well, I saw him after weeks.
And I really am sad about it.
(BUT I should be happy because at least I saw him.)
Oh! Whenever I look at him, I feel so sad knowing that he don't like me too.
And "if" I have the chance to talk to him, I end up messing that special talk.
For example is when I ask questions to him,
I end up asking the wrong questions and my voice turns up to be some thing not ordinary.
Ahh!!

God really has plans.

Well, one thing I was reminded again.
If bad things happen today, always remember that God loves you.
And also, if the people of this world hates me, God won't. And before they hate me, they hated Jesus first when He was condemned by the people and was crucified without sin.

Maybe if the internet connection at home is already fixed, I'll post here what I had learned about
"The Law vs The Grace"
I hope the one who wil read that will be able to discern the truth.
And also, that was based on our church service last Sunday.

God Bless everyone!

Blue Night

Oh yes!
Hmm.
He was near the door, eating.
And I'm at teh back of that door, eating too.
Hay!..Luck!
We passed each other in opposite ways.
I can't look at his eyes.
Hmm.
Everytime I look at him, I really am sad.
Maybe because I know that ...
Hmm.
Teary afternoon!

Haven Today

I decided to sleep early last night.
I have an early class and that's the reason.
I also have personal reason.
Hmmm.
I was too sad because I have to stop liking him.
Ahh!

I prayed and told God that I can't have my devotion
because I'm too tired to read and understand..(sorry)

Then I was caught up by the radio.
It do have a devotion.
And suddenly, I thank God for providing it because even if my eyes are closed I can still have my devotion by listening to it.
I also thank God because the message is exactly the answer to what I've been experiencing.

The message is about Self-Pity and Contentment.
I guess that's the message I need because people I know always said that I should overcome Self-Pity.
Well, I accept their opinion about me although it hurts. Hehe
Ahmm.

According to the man on the radio, Self-Pity hinders us to contentment.
Well, if we will read the whole four chapters of Ruth, we can see the life of Naomi.
We should not look at the things that we don't have because we have Jesus.
We should not look for love of others which they can't give but we must always believe that Jesus is with us and God love us so much.

I was rebuked with love by God through that message and if you want to hear some online devotion..
the radio station gave their online website where you can hear it.
I suggest that you listen to it. Hehe
It really helped me a lot.

here is the SITE:

http://www.haventoday.org/

Tell Me

It's raining.
It's so dark outside.
Oh men.
I'm crying.
I remembered him.
Ah!
I saw his pic on my fs.
AND I CAN'T GET MYSELF OVER.
I have not seen him in weeks.
It's not the reason why I'm crying.
It's just that.
I like him.
And because I like him, I can't like him.
Ahmm.
I can't again.
Stop.

Annyeong!

goodbye pipz!
I have to sleep now even if it's just 5:20pm.
haha.
I'm too tired.
Hehe.

God Bless everyone!

P.S.:
Missing (0-0)
Haha.

Birthday Plan

Wihh..I have this nice plan on my Birthday. A plan to celebrate my birthday!!..Hihi. Well, it's July today and November is just a few months away. I have to plan for my DEBUT!..What??I'm turning 18 this year!!,..Haha..Finally!!

Well, here are what I plan to do on my birthday. I hope God will will it to happen. And I hope that on my 18th birthday there will be no rain. A good weather!!.. haha. Ahmmm, I also hope that I can save a lot of money for my birthday!! And my sister will allow me to use her Cybershot again!!..*^^*..(laughs)

• First, I want to go to Enchanted Kingdom.
  

I really would like to go there. It was a special place for me. Heghe. I will ride all the rides that I can especially in the Bump Car and The Anchor's Away and the Space Shuttle and The Grand Fiesta!!,,Wahh!!..I'm really excited about it.

• Next, I will eat to Starbucks and order my favorite cake and my Strawberry Frappe!!!

I miss going to Starbucks. haha. I really love the cakes they have there and especially my Straberry Frappe.

• I will go to Pizza Hut. I love Pizza?

Of course, I won't forget the Pizza Hut. I love Pizza. Maybe? But ever since I really love Pizza.

• I'll thank God and pray before I do all these things.

Of course, I should thank God. Not only for my birthday but everyday of my life. Well, I really hope that God will allow this plans to happen. And I pray that I still can live for another year. We don't know what lies ahead of us!!..Hehe. I'm not yet sure if I can be alive tomorrow..I hope you understand what I'm saying....wihh..

I'm super excited..hehe

P.S.:
Just watch my wildest dreams come true. Not one of them involving YOU!!

Pachelbel's Canon

Wihh!!
I checked out the site about piano.
Haha.
Guess what?
I saw now the chords for Pachelbel's Canon.
It was a different one.
Well, as you can see, on the lower part of this page, there is a Virtual Piano.
I put it there because I love Canon but back then when I put it there,
there was no chords for Canon.
That was too bad for me..but now..Wihh!!
I checked out the site and there's a Canon.
Hihi.

I love it!!

Pachelbel - Canon in D -
UTYUTYU LQWERTYERT JKLQLKLEWEQ EWQ LKLKJKLQWEQ EWEWEWQWERTYU

From Patrick Starfish!

"Everything will be ok in the end. If it is not ok, then it is not yet the end."

Well, I was inspired by this message. Remember, I was BROKEN yesterday. Haha. A nice shot for me!!

Be Happy

Oh Yes!
Haha!
I woke up today and a realized that what i had written yesterday is too much!
I mean...I don't have to be broken.
God loves me.
So what if he does not like me..
Haha..
I have my God..
Put up Him first before others.
Hayy!!
I've been too much yesterday.
I almost forgot the most important.
Hmm.
God loves me.
Wihh!!

Smile!

I remember something from my book.

"If we don't feel happy, put a smile on our face so that even if we are sad,
that smile will eventually make us feel happy!!"