My Last Post for May.

I love May. There are so many special days that happened to me this month and so many days that I feel fine..I think?..So many new music I've heard. So many new people I met. So many new experiences that I'll remember all over again.

I'm thankful to God for everything. I'm thankful for those days and for new days that will come. Hmmm...I hope May 2010 will be fine and I hope I can see May 2010..haha..Never sure of what lies ahead!

Nerv0us Breakd0wn!

Tell me something
When the rain falls on your face
How do you quickly replace it with
A golden summer smile?

I'm sorry if I have to post this. No dark means intended.

There. I was done talking to Him when I heard a cough. I can't look back because I think he was there. I know that cough. I know that voice. Everything's near to the end when I heard that cough. I think it was him. Did he came? It's too late now and he could not be there? Is he?

I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe

After a long period of time, I looked back. 0-0 was there. Yes. I know, I know that voice. I know how he coughs..weird...hmmm..well, I was troubled when I saw 0-0. I mean my feelings and emotions are suddenly disturbed. I have no idea that 0-0 will be there. But that made me smile. And it was raining outside. Raining hard so it reminds me of something I should not remember.

You can thank your stars all you want
But I'll always be the lucky one.

I think 0-0 got a new haircut. But 0-0 said he wasn't. Hmmm..there's something new in him. Oh! He accepted "it" and he said thanks for the third time since I met him. Haha. I always remember that. Hmmm...The third time..^^. .I hope he likes it...I really hope. Although I forgot something!..^^..Forgetful!.

A Silent Moment

I arrived at the church past 3 this afternoon. I sat from the place where I usually sat. I was alone there for a moment. Then, while being alone, some tears flowed from my eyes. But I wiped it quickly because I don't want to cry.

I think about some "things" and those "memories". I'll share it here with my blog..and the people who reads this one..^^

I'll be honest this time all right. I'm sorry if I have to mention it here. I'm really sorry.

There. I hate missing someone. Hmmmm..He suddenly popped-out of the blue from my mind then I missed him. Why do I have to miss people?..Why?..

Also, I had this "thing" on my mind....Hmmm..It's all right with me if I can't play any instruments with people. Yeah. That would be better. I can always play it at home or when I'm in a music studio. It's all right. I don't care about playing instruments with people anymore. I'll do it all alone. Yeah. All alone.

Everything's worthless now. And everyone's worthless. My life is too short now. I don't even know if I'll wake up tomorrow or any days ahead form now. I just don't care about my life now. Everything's worthless for me. So what if I can't have the things I like? If I can't have the people I like? And if I can't be somebody someday?..

Everything's going to end too. Why think about the future?. Why am I crying now?. Why did tears flowed that moment?..Why do I have to think about that?...

Everything's worthless now. I'll just live the way I should live from now on and continue to glorify Him. Because everything's up to Him.

I Hate Thieves

I just got home from church. Guess what?..I;'m very wet a while ago...Hmmm. Ok here's the story.

After the church service, me and my churchmate went to Shopwise..(a place where you buy anything you need)..I bought my niece's milk. After that, I treated my churchmate something...^^..Haha...Then after that we parted our ways.

I had riden a tricycle and it's raining hard. The driver asked me where will he drop me off..
(of course the subdivision I live in..^^). I told him the place and then he changed my mind. He drop me off suddenly and said that he was afraid to take me to that place because there are thieves on the way there.

I was dropped off and it's raining hard. I have a little cough and because I was wet his night, I think it will be worse.

I hate those thieves. Why do they have to exist?...hmmm..Oh! I remeber...last night also, I came from our church practice and guess what...20 minutes before I arrive to the place where I usually have my rides....there were thieves there. Thank God, I wasn't their victim.

Hmmm..I pray for God's protection always...And I know He protects me that's why I was not their victim.

It's just too creepy here in our subdivision because the houses are far apart from each other and teher are a lot of trees and it's a mountain subdivision...Hmmmm..Keep safe!

Got to Go now!

I have to go now!!..haha..But before that..i looked at the pics I have on my fs. I miss those people. Hmmm, my high school classmates and my other friends...^^..Goodbye now!!..hehe..Good Aftie everyone!!..

P.S.

This one's my pic on our trip last time...haha...tata!!

Your Universe

I heard this song weeks ago on MYX. That's the first time I heard it and my sisters laughed at me because they said that it was played for so long and that's still my first time. Haha. I like that song!!..Hehe...Also the video of that is about the sky and clouds and stars!!!!..hehe..I love it...^^..

YOUR UNIVERSE
Rico Blanco

Tell me something
When the rain falls on my face
How do you quickly replace
It with
A golden summer smile?

Tell me something
When I'm feelin' tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say
To make
Everything alright?

chorus:
I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but its just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one

Tell me something
When I'm 'bout to lose control
How do you patiently hold
My hand
And gently calm me down?

Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do I always photograph
My heart
Flyin way above the clouds?

Stories Untold

A big HELLO to my BLOG...I miss my blog so much. I haven't posted anything since May 26 because of Keyboard problems. Haha. There are so many stories untold and I hope I can write it here today. Ahmmm...forgetting nothing!!..Haha.

Oh right!..I'm going to start about my enrollment. Hmmm..I'm now enrolled to a good school..Haha. And my course is Bachelor of Science in International and Hospirality Management. I met my new friends there and I hope they will be a good friend to me. ^^. Oh! Before I forget. Hehe. I'm an incoming first year again. Haha. But I got advance subjects because some of my subjects are credited.^^

Next story is about this boring days. Thosse days when I can't use the computer. ^^. Hmmm..I'm really bored. Haha. I wake up at 9 in the morning then sleep at midnight. I go to bed at past 9 in the evening but I can't sleep. Hmmmm...I don't know why but I'm really used to sleep at midnight...I try to sleep at 9 but I can't. ^^

Then, last May 25...the 100th episode of Grey's Anatomy was premiered. It's a teary night. Hmmm, I think Lizzie will die next or next, next week. Too sad. And...I wonder when will Meredith and Derek be married...Haha. It's been two years but they are not yet married.

Also, last May 25, I celebrated my first year on our church. Although it was just a normal, sunny day!!..I really enjoyed that day and I smiled a lot..^^..hehe...I took cloud pictures that afternoon..hehe..0-0's birthday!!..Saengil Chukhahamnida!!

Another story will be posted next because it's so special!!..Haha

MAY 25, 2009

A very special day with only few shots because of the empty battery of the cam. More stories to be posted next time.

Priorities..(you don't belong here)

Ahmmm, I was reading an article on the net last time and it is said there that His coming is very near so we should set our priorities now..Hmmm, I've got a lot of things that came up to my mind but of course, I always remember Colossians 3:2.

Think about what is up there, not about what is here on earth.

Hehe..so here is a list of my top priorities in life for now!!

1. To serve and please Him always.
2. To do good as much as possible.
3. To restrain evil thoughts on my head and be a GOOD girl..(all right..the same as no. 2)
4. To study hard...very hard...unlike those days.
5. To be always aware that (0-0) does not like me...for now..as much as possible!!
6. To be me..to be happy..Philippians 4:4 and 1 Thessalonians 5:16
7. To spread the good news about Jesus. That He came to earth to save us by dying on the cross to take up our sins so that we will be acceptable to Him.
8. To play guitar.
9. To learn to play Pachelbel's Canon.
10. To do all these things..^^..from 1-9

Whew!!

It's been too long since I've posted something here!..haha..I miss my blog!!..^^..I've been sick for too long..fever and sore throat..Yesterday, I feel good..I mean I'm well again...but I still have to rest..^^..Ahmmm..

It's a sunny, hot day today..Oh!!..yesterday, there's a rainbow in the sky and I did not see it...huhu...I missed it because I'm making my gift..^^...hehe..^^...whatever!!..

Ah, what else can I say?...There's a lot on my mind and I don't which will be the first...hehe...

a big, fluffy, violet cloud and somebody up there

I looked at the sky this afternoon. I saw a big violet sky and wished I had my sister's Cybershot. It's really a nice view. A good, perfect one. A big, fluffy, violet cloud with a shade of orange for a background as the sun is setting.


We had a rainy afternoon but by 5pm the rain stopped and the sun was there. I hope there's a rainbow. Hmmm, should I really hope because I haven't seen one? I mean if there's a rainbow outside, I cannot see it anyway.


But now, it's raining again. Oh!!..What a day. BTW, we should not worry about anything. Haha. I think my imagination's going wild again that I've been thinking about things. Haha. A good lesson for me. God's always there to help me. ^^.


I wonder what could possibly they are thinking. YepYepYep. What could possibly? Does he hate me? I mean of course, he don't like me. Too sad but hmmm...stop crying..^^..Smile!!..Hope I can have a smiley face. I always have one but the real happy face. I'd like to see the really happy me..haha..Bye for now. Have a nice night.

Sunset Shots

These are my shots for this afternoon. I hope you'll have patience looking at it. There are so many pics because it's so cool and I don't want to post only few of them. Thanks...*^^*

looks like a leaf

again!

this shot is cool

far look ...

the last bamboo

a good shot there

opening the sky

one of my favorites

sunset again!

nice view over there

sunset over the roof

shadows.

looks like a wave

far view of those clouds

Coffee Problems?

Oh!!..My day is so good. (even if there's a little bit rain this morning..^^). We now have a coffee-mate. ^^. Wihhh..For three days, (I think?) we don't have a coffee-mate because of me. Hehe. My sister scolded me for putting 2 teaspoons of coffee-mate everytime I drink coffee.

Actually, the best coffee for me is when I put 3 TABLESPOONS of coffee-mate and I drink COLD COFFEE. I don't like hot coffee..^^. And of course, I drink coffee thrice a day. ^^..(I think this is one of the reasons why I always sleep late at night..)

Hmmmm, I'm not really a coffee drinker. I hate coffee but last summer, I enjoyed drinking coffee. Haha. I remember that the first time I enjoyed drinking coffee was when I was talking to "him" and watching a cartoon series one afternoon last year. That was May also. I like the coffee from then on because the coffee I made tastes good. A VERY COLD COFFEE FULL OF CREAMS...haha.


Coffee...also helps me a lot when I have long quizzes, exams, or projects. Haha. It keeps me awake from midnight to dawn. ^^. So there are no coffee problems..

The only "thing" is that I was told to put only one teaspoon of coffee-mate to my coffee. Ah!!!!..Too bad..hmmm..I'll miss my creamy cold coffee..^^

Weather for Today!

Ohh!!..It's a rainy morning but now the sun is shining. What a peaceful day!..(I hope..hihi*) Well, I missed the weather news last night. I'm not actually watching news but I always remind myself (starting last March) to watch news because it's important. ^^.

Hmm, I wonder if there's another typhoon coming because they say that summer is already over. "Welcome rain!!". Hmmm...It's not totally goodbye sun but I will miss the "not so good" heat of the sun..^^..

I don't like rainy days. It's such a gloomy day. Making me lazy and tired and drink a lot of coffee(wiihhh..^^). Oh!..also causing me not to use the pc and stuck up in my room..listening to songs that reminds me of something (or someone, rather).


But now, I really enjoy looking outside. Such a nice scene. Those trees and now there..a tint of light..caused by the sun. ^^.

Sometimes...(most of the times)..I complain about the sun but really I love the sun. Hmmm..Because when it's a sunny day, I can go outside but when it rains (hehe) hmmmm..stuck up here..^^

I don't know what got into my mind about posting this article..hehe..But maybe, I'm just thankful for this day. ^^... Thanks to God for this day. I hope everything will be fine. ^^. Hmmm..I'm also happy because I received a message this lunch..^^..Haha..

What a Dream?

Reading my Bible this morning, I remembered a scene from my dream. (I forgot the date when I dreamed about that..hihi)

Back to my dream, hmmmm, the scene was about me hearing avoice saying that I should read my Bible. The voice gave me a verse and it's Revelation 2:3. Haha. After that night, I luckily remembered the verse and opened up my Bible.

^{Revelation 2:3}
You have endured and gone through hard times because of me, and you have not given up.

Well, it's about not giving up. Hmm. Such a good verse for me. Hehe. Never give up!!..^^

Adik sa Clouds

These are my shots today. A nice afternoon we have. Clouds.^^

closer view

looks like a comet..^^

bursting clouds

fading orange

a cute shot

small orange

windy afternoon

"Bamboo Top"

under the waves

closing time