Paramore :'(

It was a very long time ago since I heard Paramore's music again.
Nyah.
Actually, today I heard the whole album unintentionally.
Why?
Uhm, it's because my sister listened to it and of course it was heard throughout the house.
Hmm. Memories!
Memories came rushing through my mind.
Yahh. A bit sad because I love Paramore.
Their music. Of course is what I love most.
Nyah. Sad memories were flashed back to me because back from the past, I always listen to their songs whenever I'm sad.
Mostly because of 0-0.
Haha.

Past.
PAST.

--These scars, they will not fade away.--

Book and Water

Because of boredom, I read a whole book yesterday.
It was accompanied with glasses of water beside the bed.

Nyah.
It was a nice book.
I learned a lot of lessons.
I wish I can share it with ...
Hmm.
It showed me the right and the wrong way about something.
Nyah.
Now I know what I'll do.

I pray that I can apply it to whatever's going to happen.

About the water..I was having a water therapy.
Of all the sickness that I can have, cough and cold are the two most sickness I hate.
Nyah.
It really makes me miserable.
I can't talk because I don't have a voice.
It's really itchy.
:x
Huhu

Tomorrow, we already have a class.
It was suspended for a week because of the calamity effect by Typhoon Ondoy.
Hmm, I will review for we might have our Midterm Exam in English tomorrow.
I wish I will be better because tomorrow on my Soc. Sci subject, we have our report.
:P

Nyah. A lot of things to do. :x

Stranded!

Last Week, me, my classmates, some CIHM Staffs, and other CIHM students were stranded in our school.
It was because we were told that there was a class, actually-the continuation of our IHM Week, so we went to school.
There where 45 of us from different year and also the staffs and faculty.
Whooo..
We were stranded!
Haha.
With the cold, strong wind, unending flowing of rain, the streets were flooded.
The reason that we can't go home. :P

Some were afraid and crying because they want to go home.
Oh, I comforted my Jaiho!! Haha.
I even shared my small chiffon cake with them.
12 of us had the chance to eat it.
Haha.
I enjoyed it although I'm a bit cold because I'm wet.
Haha.
We even cooked our own meals.
Our section was the committee for the night!
I do belong in the Service Committee.
We arranged the chairs, the plates and served the food.

That night also, some thing strange happened while we were in the comfort room.
A voice of a girl humming was heard that made us afraid.

I'm blessed enough to have my sister's camera with me to take a pic of those memories.
I already posted it in FB.
:]]

After being stranded, me and my 3 other classmates who lives in the same city with me walked from Harris to Ynares.
:]
A very long, hungry walk. :]]
We did not have our breakfast in fear of being stranded again and we want to go home early as possible.

It was a very nice, scary, sad, fun experience!

A lot of disaster happened not only in our school but also everywhere in Luzon.

Star in the Midst of the Rain

"It was that star. His planet."

A short walk to home and it's raining hard.
I rushed to be at home quickly because I'm soaking wet.
I paused for a while.
Shocked to see that during this rain, that star is still visible to the eyes.
It's a little hard to see a star while raining.
I think once in a blue moon. :]]
And, I just remember a day from the past.
So upside-down!!
Unexplainable feeling!

nyah.
God loves me.

Doodles!

Messages From Mon Téléphone

The Lord offers us anything that we enjoy but in our quest to be successful, it does not matter anymore. We continue with our desires. God's way is the best way. You can't change the destiny. Good things come to those who wait.

God opens millions of flowers without forcing the buds, reminding us not to force anything, for things happen perfectly in time.

God always plans the best things for us. Although sometimes we feel being left out. God is saving the better one than what we actually asked for.

Try to live life with the least SORRY's..
that means thinking before saying or doing anything,
It's always better not to hurt anyone than to apologize after you've hurt them.

Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.
It's learning to dance in the rain.
It's singing in the car when you don't even know all the words.
It's giving your heart to someone even if your a little scared at first.
It's about taking risks and making life worth living.
Because every minute you waste is a minute you will never get back.

Things happen because we choose to. There may be regrets but blaming is not an option. We are where we are because we brought ourselves there. We get happy, get sad but most importantly -we learn.

Before, in all fairy tales, the prince will fall in love with the princess and the prince will fight the witch and dragons to have his princess.
But nowadays, the prince would simply make the princess fall deeply in love with him and the princess would do all the fighting.
I think that is the reason why, fairy tales only exist once upon a time.

Sometimes when they ask us to stay, we feel important.
But then again, at the back of our minds, we ask ourselves:
Are we WANTED?
or just NEEDED?

Broken hearted girls are like the QUEEN in the game of chess.
No matter how difficult the game is, the QUEEN always have the DEADLIEST MOVES.
But the sad part is, she would even sacrifice herself just to let the king live.

Being destined is not just leaving it all in fate.
It's all about how much effort proving that the TWO of you are rightfully meant to be.

MOVING ON sounds easy, right?
but I have died a thousand times in pain just to appreciate this phrase.

Don't try to understand everything because sometimes it's not meant to be understood, but rather ACCEPTED.

Photos in Siena!

I had this chance to take pictures in my new school.
I used my "sister's camera".
Not my real sister but my sister in school okie?.. :]]

Well, it was a hot afternoon and I looked at the sun.
The view are so cute.
Hmm. I wish I can have my own Cybershot too.
The same Cybershot like my real sister has. :]]
Haha.

I love taking pictures and last night my real sister saw my shots, she said that I really love media arts.
And I have good shots! ;]]

How I wish that my dream would come true.
BUt it's already broken because my course is International Hospitality Management.
Far from what I dreamed really of!
:'(

Well, that's life.
God has plans for me,
Best plans that I ought to see.
:]]

Champ, Yael, Armo :]]

Wihh. Armo's my favorite of all. Love love love. :]]
Haha

(photo courtesy of Mia Venus!)

Camping, Hale and Spongecola.

(stolen shot by Miatot.."a little bit of sadness in the camp")

I had a good experience joining DOMNET Camping.
Hmm.
To summarize, I enjoyed everything.
My most favorite part of all was the concert.
It was nice to see and hear music from Hale and Spongecola last night during their concert.
Hmm.
I am very very very happy because I ahd the chance to watch them in the backstage.
I also had a face to face between them.
Haha.
It was just an inch.
they passed between me.
Hmm. And I had this autograph sign and picture from the vocalist of Spongecola.
Haha.
Although it was the lead guitarist whom I like ever since High School. Haha.
Armo..Armo..Armo.
Wihh..Champ of Hale was nice too. :]

I have plenty of thoughts and experiences I'd like to tell but I have no time for now.
I have 3 exams tomorrow and I haven't reviewed yet.
Haha.
Well, I think I'll be able to post these stories hmm..by Thursday. I hope so.
Nyahh.

Happy me.

I enjoyed the trip on my way home to.
Especially the stop over!

:]]

Be posting here again on Thusrday.
See yah!!

Line for Today!

I can't believe you're the one for me. If it was this easy to find you, I should be ready for a fall.

-PJ Olsson, Ready for a Fall

Happy Rain!

If my first post is about sadness, this one is about being happy!

I'm happy.
Totally happy that it rained.
Haha.
I guess it's too different from what I'm feeling everytime it rains.
I always feel sad when it rains but this morning is too different.

I was doing something outside our house when it rained.
It rained hard.
I was almost wet and my mom was outside the house too.
She was doing the laundry.
Hmm, I was still doing something and I can't come insode because I was not yet finish.
Suddenly, Ching-Ching, my 3-year-old niece, went outside too.
It was raining hard like I said and she run into the rain.
She got wet in just a few seconds.
I laughed loudly because she was funny.
I walked towards the shelter to the rain and jumped.
I'm happy.
Me and Ching took a bath in the rain.
Haha.
It was a very nice feeling.
We even sang and danced in the rain.
We both laughed loudly. :P

Hmm. I felt the joy from the rain God sent.
I hope that when it rains again, I'll be happy and not be melancholic.

Hmm..but right now, I feel a little bit sad.Nyah!!
Why? Oh why?
Hmm.
I can't write the reason why I'm sad.
I really can't.
I have to keep it to myself alone.
I love to tell it too but at the same time I hate to tell it too.
Nyahh. Please stop crying!
Nyahh.
Why am I feeling this..??

Sad Thoughts Keep Coming

Oh!
Last night I was doing my homework in Theology.
I was in our living room with my sister.
She was listening to her CD's when she was in college.
We had a little chit-chat.
Well, of course, I was doing my homework and she was playing a game from the PSP.
While doing our own things, there's this song that was played for an infinite time. :P
We bought like it although it was new to my ear.

Hmm. My sister told me that she was listening to that song in her CD player when she was in college.
She's sitting in the gazebo or corridors and sometimes in the fire exit all alone while listening to that.
I felt too sad while she was telling her story.
Hmm, I realized then that I was a little bit the same with her.
I also sit alone in the school gazebo with my CD player.
Hmm. She told me that while listening to that she remembers something.
Memories!
Sad memories!

Haha.
So then, last night, after our talk, we listened to that song all over again..until I finished my homework in Theo!

So what are the thoughts that bothers me?
Hmm..people.
Two people I dearly love.
Nyah.
One from my high school days.
One from my present days..

Sometimes the people that we want really can't be like us the way we want it to be.
Hay!

What else?
Oh! I'm just posting this not to hurt '''''' but it's just that I have to release my sadness.
Haha.
I'm happy, of course, but hmm..I'm just wondering.
Whatever!!

There..There..There
I don't know.
Nyahh.

The Sun Rises for Me!

On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when the sun rises, it rises for you.

Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All. How far can you now feel your Self expand? To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?... half way around the globe?

Wah. What a nice message from Facebook.
Good evening everyone!
God bless.
I've been too blessed today.
Haha.
I thank God for everything that's happening in my life.

Gone Daddy Gone

Nyahh. I was watching a tv show before I wrote this.
It's not yet finished but I ended up writing here and stop watching it.
Oh. But I still can here it from the room I'm in.

I miss my dad!
Nyahh. Teary me..:P
What would the feeling be if he was still here with us?

I don't know how to live with a dad in a house.
Well, I experienced it for a while but I can't remember the feeling of having a dad.
Nyah.
It's all a blur!

Hmmm. I'm a little bit sad.
A little bit disappointed.
A little bit longing for my dad.

But what can I do?
He's already gone.
I don't know where he is right now?
I hate it.

He left us for another girl.
But..hmm..I forgive him.
I just miss him.
Maybe?
If that's what you call it.

Whatever!

:'(

God has plans.
Hmm. I know God has a purpose why He allowed it to happen.

Quick Response to Cinderella Post

Nyah. After a long, cold, night bath, I rushed to open up the pc again.
Haha.
Thoughts are making me post something.
Nyahh.

Maybe, just maybe, if I'm Cinderella and situations are not going with the flow of the story, what would I do?
Nyahh, like I said in my previous post..if the glass slippers fit to my ugly, wicked stepsister..

Hmm, I'll talk to the Prince.
I'll tell him that it's not the slippers that counts.
It's the feelings.
I'll ask him to close his eyes and feel if my stepsister is the one he's looking for.

If, for some reasons, the prince is too bastard to know the truth, I'll accept it.
I'll not beg or cry.
I'll let him go because he's not worth it.
He does not feel that it's me.
He does not know the truth.
And so, he's not the one for me.

Nyahh.
Weird post isn't it?
Haha.
Weird things are going in my mind.

There's this post that I want to include here but I can't.
I haven't reviewed for my Business math Exam tomorrow.
Haha.
Well, a hint, it's also a fairy tale.
It's about Alice in Wonderland!
Haha.
What kind of thoughts do I have today?
Weird.
Haha.

S.S.

Silent Sanctuary is one of my favorite bands in the Philippines.
It was our 3rd Year summer break when I first heard their song.
The title of it is "Ikaw Lamang".
I love the music because it has violin and cello.
Not only that. The lyrics are so cool too.
Hmm.
Now, it's been years.
I still enjoy their songs.
I wish I could have their first album.
Then the second album!



Nyahh.
They have a new song.
The title is "Hiling".
I like the video of it.
And again.
Memories of the past keeps coming back.
Haha.

I miss my high school friends!
Hmm.

:]

After a While

(half-face of each other)

Wihh. Right now, I'm talking to my friend.
I missed her a lot.
She's in Australia right now and it's been a long time since I have talked to her. :]]
Nyahh. It's fun, fun, fun, to have this chance. Hehe.

I remember the times when we were still classmates in high school.
She taught me to ate "bisoto".
She's too cool too. Haha.
She taught me a lot when it comes to finding good friends.
Well, she's one of my greatest friends. :]]

There was this time..haha..
It was our Thanksgiving Day in School..
One day before our graduation.
They spent the whole morning at my house but before that, we walked a long way.
From our school to my house with me on high heels! Haha.
It was one great memory.
Now, I really miss her.

She visited Philippines last summer.
I have not gotten a chance to see her because I was in Baguio at that time.
Nyahh! I wish when she comes back here, I'll be able to see her again.
Chat with her "physically"!! Haha.

End of August

Today is the end of August.

August 31, 2009

A day I can't return after tomorrow.

Well, I want to spend every day of my life the way I will be happy.

:]]

BTW, I have few posts for August.

Things I did this morning:

1. Up to now, I'm still using the Apple Mac pc of my borther.

It's so cool. This pic is super cool. :]] No virus or anything. Haha.

2. For the first time, I ate the foods I'm not eating. :D

3. I woke up very early today. :]]

4. I thank God for a wonderful new life for me. :]]

5. I opened my ym after a long, long time. :]]

6. I'm writing to my blog right now! Haha.

Nyah..What else will I write? :]]

New Pips.

I added new pips on my "Pips in the World" section of this blog.

Their blog are so great. Cute.

Hmm, I have opened this one blog and she writes like the way I write.

It's so funny to read someone's blog who is the same as yours. :]]

And, it's already a year.

I mean I'm following Jungle Onion's Diary for over a year.

:]]

I'm so happy about it.

Her blog is so cute.

It has pictures of clouds too.

And the way she writes is awesome. :]]

Well, I hope other people love my blog too.

I mean, it's good if someone is reading your blog right?

Haha. :]]

Good Day everyone!

Sundae and Fries on a Typical Sunday Twilight!

(photobucket.com)

As I walk near in McDonald's, I'm too buzzed up with thoughts in my head.
People passing me by are like statues.
Nyah!! I mean they look like cold people.
Some are not smiling, some are.
Hmm.
Just wondering.

I had my dinner in McDonald (if I can call it a dinner..?)
Sundae and Fries.
My favorite meal of all.

I finished everything in a little bit 30-minutes I think.
I enjoyed the peace that I got from my soliloquy.
Hay!!
A very dramatic soliloquy.
I enjoy being alone that time.

Sometimes it's really healthy to be alone..with fries and sundae.
Nyahh.

I hope I can have that same moment again.

:]]