The Sun Rises for Me!

On this day of your life, Nanette, we believe God wants you to know...
... that when the sun rises, it rises for you.

Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All. How far can you now feel your Self expand? To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?... half way around the globe?

Wah. What a nice message from Facebook.
Good evening everyone!
God bless.
I've been too blessed today.
Haha.
I thank God for everything that's happening in my life.

Gone Daddy Gone

Nyahh. I was watching a tv show before I wrote this.
It's not yet finished but I ended up writing here and stop watching it.
Oh. But I still can here it from the room I'm in.

I miss my dad!
Nyahh. Teary me..:P
What would the feeling be if he was still here with us?

I don't know how to live with a dad in a house.
Well, I experienced it for a while but I can't remember the feeling of having a dad.
Nyah.
It's all a blur!

Hmmm. I'm a little bit sad.
A little bit disappointed.
A little bit longing for my dad.

But what can I do?
He's already gone.
I don't know where he is right now?
I hate it.

He left us for another girl.
But..hmm..I forgive him.
I just miss him.
Maybe?
If that's what you call it.

Whatever!

:'(

God has plans.
Hmm. I know God has a purpose why He allowed it to happen.

Quick Response to Cinderella Post

Nyah. After a long, cold, night bath, I rushed to open up the pc again.
Haha.
Thoughts are making me post something.
Nyahh.

Maybe, just maybe, if I'm Cinderella and situations are not going with the flow of the story, what would I do?
Nyahh, like I said in my previous post..if the glass slippers fit to my ugly, wicked stepsister..

Hmm, I'll talk to the Prince.
I'll tell him that it's not the slippers that counts.
It's the feelings.
I'll ask him to close his eyes and feel if my stepsister is the one he's looking for.

If, for some reasons, the prince is too bastard to know the truth, I'll accept it.
I'll not beg or cry.
I'll let him go because he's not worth it.
He does not feel that it's me.
He does not know the truth.
And so, he's not the one for me.

Nyahh.
Weird post isn't it?
Haha.
Weird things are going in my mind.

There's this post that I want to include here but I can't.
I haven't reviewed for my Business math Exam tomorrow.
Haha.
Well, a hint, it's also a fairy tale.
It's about Alice in Wonderland!
Haha.
What kind of thoughts do I have today?
Weird.
Haha.

S.S.

Silent Sanctuary is one of my favorite bands in the Philippines.
It was our 3rd Year summer break when I first heard their song.
The title of it is "Ikaw Lamang".
I love the music because it has violin and cello.
Not only that. The lyrics are so cool too.
Hmm.
Now, it's been years.
I still enjoy their songs.
I wish I could have their first album.
Then the second album!



Nyahh.
They have a new song.
The title is "Hiling".
I like the video of it.
And again.
Memories of the past keeps coming back.
Haha.

I miss my high school friends!
Hmm.

:]

Going Home with Now!

Wihh.
We were on our way home when this song was played.
I really love this.
Each line are so true! Haha.

"Now by MYMP"

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don't know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart.

Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.

Refrain:
Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

Chorus:
There's a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever.

There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus)
Ad Lib
(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus except last word)
(Repeat Chorus)

Coda:
We love each other now...

After a While

(half-face of each other)

Wihh. Right now, I'm talking to my friend.
I missed her a lot.
She's in Australia right now and it's been a long time since I have talked to her. :]]
Nyahh. It's fun, fun, fun, to have this chance. Hehe.

I remember the times when we were still classmates in high school.
She taught me to ate "bisoto".
She's too cool too. Haha.
She taught me a lot when it comes to finding good friends.
Well, she's one of my greatest friends. :]]

There was this time..haha..
It was our Thanksgiving Day in School..
One day before our graduation.
They spent the whole morning at my house but before that, we walked a long way.
From our school to my house with me on high heels! Haha.
It was one great memory.
Now, I really miss her.

She visited Philippines last summer.
I have not gotten a chance to see her because I was in Baguio at that time.
Nyahh! I wish when she comes back here, I'll be able to see her again.
Chat with her "physically"!! Haha.

What if?

Cinderella!

From being poor to a princess!
Another fairy tale.
well, let's go the the ending of the story..

What if the glass slippers of Cinderella did fit to one of her ugly and wicked stepsister?
What do you would she do?
Haha.

Hmm, she'll lose the only thing that she has.
Cinderella will lose her Prince Charming.
Nyahh.
Maybe if it was a drama, Cinderella would possibly cry.
Hmm, what a thought?..haha

I'm just curious.
Will Cinderella fight for her prince when she has not evidence that can prove that she's the girl the prince was looking for?
or
Will she let go of the prince?

Haha.

Peter and Wendy

Nyahh. I was watching MYX and one of the songs there has a line that says, "Peter and Wendy." I remember that fairy tale. Hmm. I really don't know much about it but (correct me if I'm wrong) they did not end up with each other right? Wendy went back to the human world while Peter Pan remained in the Neverland. Not a happy ending. But still, Peter Pan married Wendy's granddaughter.

Nyahh..It's just too sad they they did not end up with each other. Haha. Does that mean that in fairy tales there's also an unhappy ending? Nyahh. Just a deep thought..hehe

late posts

oh men!
I have to go now.
I have a lot of stories to tell.
Hmm...and most of them are about my experiences these past few days.
i wish I could find time tomorrow.
Nyahahha..
I need to tell it here.
:]]
Lessons I've learned.
Things that made me happy.
people I treasure.
And so on.

So.
Have a good night everyone.
God Bless Us!